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if today had an ass, i'd shove my foot right up it and hit it where it hurts the most.
- eff Hadi for being the reason why i turned ugly (but we're still cool)
- eff the Gadong markets for having perverted and rude fish mongers.
- eff PMS for giving us cramps that make us want to pull out our guts and stomp all over it.
- eff the damn lingum aircon people who STOLE MY FRIKKING IPOD! (eff them so mother effing hard!)
..but most of all, eff me for upsetting you. i should have gone.. :/
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as you can tell, i had a pretty awful day today. no, not pretty.. a DAMNNNN awful day today. 911 indeed..
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apologies for the lack of blogging.. i just really haven't been bothered.
KK on Monday.. half superdupercrazy excited, and half dreading it cause well.. i've been having such a wonderful time with the boyfriend that it's gonna hurt so much to leave him, even if its only 5 days. what can i say? i'm sorta kinda super inlove.
well.. let's hope tonight'll be better.
I love my Monsterrrrr, and i'm sorry. :(
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Seraaaah. @ 5:23 PM
everybody's changing and i don't feel the same.
i'm so.. angry.
and disappointed. and hurt. and pissed off.. which is kinda the same as angry, but doubled! i know, i know.. this is such a silly thing to be ticked off about, but knowing my nature and how i get easily sucked into the din of jealousy - it's pretty normal for me. and those of you that really know me, you too know how normal it is for me to get this way, and yet you still do this to me. hiding things from me won't work, cause they always have their way of coming out from under covers and flaunting themselves right infront of our faces. in this case, MY face. it may not be a good thing, but it sure as hell is good enough to make me really think things over..
i guess the past will always remain the past. trying to bring it into the present won't do any good if the road between the two was torn, bent and twisted every possible way you can imagine. everyone's changing and whether or not i'm brought along with their change, MY life goes on and i have my own changing to do.
but! i shall not fret. with prayer in my head and God in my heart, i'm sure things will turn out just fine. that's one of the wonderful things about prayer; if they are for the better of you, they will ALWAYS be answered - trust me.
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sigh. waking up early with nothing to do for the rest of the morning really makes you think huh.
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Seraaaah. @ 10:10 AM
when you think about it..
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sometimes, you just HAVE to love yourself out in the open. ;D
HEY BOYFRIEND. i cinta youuu. :)
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Seraaaah. @ 10:48 PM
all you need is love.
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and i thank my lucky stars each and everyday, cause i have it. :)
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Seraaaah. @ 9:51 AM
:(
on the 19th of August, 2009..
my beloved dog, guardian of the house, oldest and longest lasting dog in the Ward family, Samson.. passed away. :'(
R.I.P. boy, the house is never gonna be the same without you. :(
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i know what you're thinking, so shut up. i love my dogs.
sakit, sayang. :(
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Seraaaah. @ 9:59 PM
P.M.FREAKING.S.
O M G.
!@$@#%#^$&*%^*$#%#%$^%$^!#$^%*#&%$^$%@#%$^%&$%$@%!!!!!!!!!
i hate having cramps.
oh hi there, sayang. i love you. :)
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Seraaaah. @ 1:30 PM
life, oh life.
Mr Ivan : cat plus cat, same. cat times cat, different..
- our new Physics teacher, while trying to explain the theory behind SI Units. call us crazy, but it actually made sense.
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HELLO HELLO PEOPLE. it's been a while eh? my apologies! the internet has been MIA you see, but thanks to BROADBAND (Go! Student - Unlimited. loving it~), i now have internet anywhere, anytime. ;D okay fine, not anytime since my brother usually brings it to work and takes it away from me whenever he wants, but.. anywhere! :D
so it's been.. a month? a month plus since my last PROPER update? and yea, there has definitely been ALOTTTT going on since then. actually, SO much that i kinda forgot like half of them.. hahaha.
ooh, one thing i DO remember, was Bianca's debut! hooomaaageeee, it was THE bomb. so what if my dress made me look fat (but was quite pretty) and i didnt get to eat a proper dinner? it was still fun nonetheless, and i'm missing it terriblyyyyyy. well not so much as i did the few days after, but ada lah sikit. :p
and another thing i remember! LIFENITE IN COLA! that.. that was one of the most touching and AWESOME lifenites i have ever experienced. the skit poked at the part of my heart where it's at its weakness, and i broke down because of it. buttttt! adoration just made me feel so much better and relieved, and we praised and worshipped it all outtt. ;D really one of the best lifenites, and i can't wait for the next one at KB. :)
aaaaaaand yea.. that's about all i can remember from the past month. HAHA. well, that's all i chose to remember, really. to be honest, the month wasn't that great for me in terms of my studies, my relationship with my mum, and even my relationship with the boyfriend.. but thanks to much prayer and CHANGE on my part, everything worked out for the better and now it's all good. :D
but this month! i remember lots of things that happened this month. ;D first of, the awesome 3rd Monthsary spent at home with the boyfriend making chocoflakes. heeeheee. sad that it's totally all finished.. but im gonna make more the minute i buy the stuff. :D hmm what else.. OH! i watched G.I. Joe on Saturday with the brother, his fiance and ofcourse, the boyfriend. :) aumg, the movie was FREAKING AWESOME. infact, it was SO awesome that i really wanted to be a Joe after. SERIOUSLY. the armour they were wearing looked really cool bah. :(
on Sunndaaaaaay.. we had our Novelty games for the primary kids and we prefects/monitors had to help out. i actually had a lottttt of fun out on the field despite the blistering heat and the little conflict i had with the best friend (which is over now, thank god). Yellow emerged champions, red got second and .. i forgot the rest. haha. i can't wait for our Sports Day next year. my VERYYYYY LASTTT one at that! i better make our cheerleading the best performance SGS have ever seeeen! WOOO. haha. annnnnnnnd because of the novelty games, the whole school was given a day off yesterday, and i spent with none other than the boyfriend in Gadong. :)
there's not much to look forward to for the rest of the month though.. except the Walkathon next week. and granddaddy's birthday celebration. and this Thursday at Siew's. and lifenite on the 22nd.. and the (hopefully to the jadi) outing with the ex-SSS ers. and puasa month! which means sungkais out/in with the jowa. :D okay fine, maybe there are things to look forward to this month. haha, but i'm looking forward to next month though! ;D
as for school, it's been.. okay to be honest. i like the topic were learning in A Maths (Matrices bebeh!), D Maths is pretty understandable, i try to listen in BM (works half the time, atleast), we've just been project-ing for computer (i.e. sneaking internet time slash gossip sessions with Iza!), i love Annie, therefore i love Bio, i've been sleeping alot in English, but the biggest surprise of it all is that i actually ENJOY and UNDERSTAND ... *drumrolls!* .... PHYSICS!
so Nancy left us for
fortunately, we found out that her service to the school was temporary, while Mr Ivan (new guy) was away and she left! for good! we were just overjoyed at the end of her very last lesson, that we didn't even say goodbye to her. HAHA. h o r r i b l e! :p
thennnnnn, came the newbie. i swear, he THE WEIRDEST teachers i have ever been taught by, hands down. especially when he first came. we'd see him running to the staffroom every morning, even when the bell hadn't rung yet, and sometimes, he'd just walk around the compound as if he'd wondered into Alice's Wonderland - VERY weird. but once we got to know him and his teaching methods, we found that he was quite the AWESOME teacher, and we actually enjoy and look forward to physics now! his examples are analogies help alot, and i NOW understand what physics is about. man, he's so good, that he's better than Nancy and that Lina chick combined! how's that for an awesome teacher. :p
well i guess that's about it for the updates.. oh, one more thing. i didn't think it was possible, but i think i've actually fallen even more in love with Danial. :o)
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so i think i should stop now and hit publish before i ramble on even MORE and delay this post yet again. :p
blog ya'll next time.. if i feel like it that is. ;D
BOYFRIEND! (L)
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Seraaaah. @ 7:54 PM
Your body is a wonderland.mp3 - John Mayer