we've been through so much during these past 8 months.. ups and downs, highs and lows, tears and laughters.. so, so much. but no matter how bad it got between us -and it got real bad sometimes, we'd always manage to get over whatever caused us to be that way in the first place. whether it'd be blasts from the past, jealousy issues, sensitivity issues.. ANYTHING! no matter how upset we'd be, we would never let it get to us and we'd make it top priority to fix things. :)
the thing i love most about him is that no matter how (unconciously!) hurtful i am to him or how oblivious i am to his feelings at times, he'd.. well he'd get upset, BUT still manage to put it behind him and still come up with the sweetest, most amazing things anyone has ever said to me.
it's so wonderful to me, how the love just never stops growing. one would think that being together for 8 months already and for the first time, the love would start dieing and we'd have been over in no time.. but no! if anything, i keep falling inlove with him over and over again, even more each time, at that. the more i see him and spend time with him, the more i feel like i never ever want to leave him, not even for a second. and when we're apart, it feels as though there's a massive hole in my heart and the only way to fill it is to be with him, even just for a minute.
his eyes, his hair, his arms, his smell, his lips, his heart.. everything about him just makes me melt inside. when he looks at me, i feel as though the weight of the world was being lifted off of my shoulders, and nothing else matters cause we'd be the only two people around in my eyes. when i'm in his arms, i feel so safe and comfortable and i'm pretty certain no harm or evil could even lay a finger on me. when he kisses me, i feel my knees buckle over and i never want to get out of lip-lock. ;) and when he tells me he loves me.. it's like i'm on Cloud 9, surround by dozens of rainbows and unicorns flying all around -so happy; so peaceful.. and i'm always wondering what on earth i did to do deserve such a blessing in my life.
Sayang, i know i'm not the best girlfriend there is, but i'm always trying. i've hurt you one, too many times, and an amazing person like you just doesn't deserve to be treated like that. it'll take time sayang, but i promise you i'll be better; we'll be better. and even if we still have our misunderstandings, at the end of the day, we know it's going to be okay. and we'll always be okay no matter what sayang! i'll make sure of that. :)
i love you sooooo soooo much Danial Idris; more than chocolates, more than books, more than candles, more than music.. more than life! and i thank you for loving me Sayang. <3
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i know, it's not often i get all mushy like this. but when the manja kicks in, i'm all for the mushyness! ;)
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until next time! :D
i love you i love you i love you boyfriend!
-27.
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