Lovers & Friends.

glitter in the air

2011-01-18T12:43:00.005+08:00

Have you ever fed your lover with just your hands?
Close your eyes and trust it, just trust it
Have you ever thrown a fistful of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said I just don't care?
It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn
The thunder before the lightning, the breath before the phase
Have you ever felt this way?

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
Your whole life waiting on a ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?
It's only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table, the walk before the run
The breath before the kiss and the fear before the flames,
Have you ever felt this way?

There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee, calling me sugar
You called me sugar

Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself
Will it ever get better than tonight?

-27

meladick.

2011-01-14T18:24:00.002+08:00

so this is my bestfriend and i. her name is melanie and I FREAKING MISS HER. no, she hasn't gone anywhere yet, but i haven't seen her in ages. :( SO I HAVE TO SEE YOU SOON OKAY OR I JUST MIGHT DIE..... okay maybe i won't die, but i'll be very sad. :(

LOVE YOU MY BFFFFFFFYEAYEAYEAYEAYEAYEAYEAYEAYEA POREBER AND EBER. <3

-27

out with the old

2011-01-14T17:53:00.003+08:00

do you know what it’s like, knowing a person, like really knowing a person, getting so close to the point where you know and believe that they’ll be around 20, maybe 30 years from now.. only to realize in the end that they don’t feel the same way about you? no? well I do.

crazy isn’t it? how fast people can change. one day, you could be hanging out with someone, talking about anything and everything with them and even sharing stories you would have never shared with anyone else in the world, and the next day? that same person can’t even bear to look at you. was it you? was it them? well how are you supposed to know when they turned off the switch faster than you can even say change.

it’s sad really. all the conversations you had, the stories you told each other, the jokes you both laughed at, the tears you cried on their shoulder, the secrets you kept, the memories you made.. all a thing of the past now. and the worst part? they don’t care anymore, but you still do. you try to salvage whatever remains of the friendship, do everything in your power to remind them that you’re still there - ready to hold their hand when it needs holding, to lend a helping hand when they have the weight of the world on their shoulders, but they just don’t get it; they just plain, flat out, don’t care. after all the things you’ve been through together.. the mountains you climbed together, the oceans you swam across together, the tunnels you dug together.. yea, you dug them alright, only to come out the other side all alone and wondering what the hell happened along the way.

to me, what hurts the most is when you think and reminisce about the things that you did go through together. you smile when you remember the good times, you sigh when you remember the bad times and you cry when you remember that they aren’t in your life anymore, not in the same way they were back then anyway. and while you smile, sigh and cry over what happened in the past, they’re going on with their life in the present, not even looking back.

eventually, you start to hate on them. you accentuate on their every flaw, recall all the bad phases in your relationship, remind yourself how horrible they are for leaving you in the dark like this and yet.. you still find yourself stalking their facebook profiles, following their every word on twitter and just missing them all over again.

and on the days that you do happen meet up with them, you know that it’s never going to be the same anymore. the bond you once had loosened so much so that it’s actually become awkward to be in the same room with them, and you’re hitting yourself on your head, wondering all over again how this happened in the first place.

but you know, i've been through so many situations like this that i've come to realize that it's just not worth it. it's not worth your time, not worth your energy and it's certainly not worth your tears. if they don't want to relight the flames that they themselves blew off for God knows what reason, then it's their problem; their loss. you have 50000000000 other friends out there in the world, so why bother with this one person that doesn't even care about the depression they put you through? it was their choice to change, their choice to chuck you out. who are you to try to adapt to their change just so you can relive the past that you had together, when they already made it clear that you are in fact, just a part of the past? YOU tried to be the bigger person. YOU tried to put whatever differences you had behind and pick up where you left off. but did they reciprocate? no. cause they just didn't care, they just didn't freaking care.

so if you ever find yourself in a shituation like this? remember this : FUCK DAAA SHIT. they're just not worth it.

-27

one year later..

2011-01-11T21:07:00.003+08:00

EXTREMELY LONG POST AHEAD.

you have been warned.

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today marks the 1 years anniversary of my very last post here on blogger. 1 year, 1 whole freaking year has gone by! and my God, the heck of a year it's been..

i was reading through all my old posts last night, flinching at the amount of immaturity and LAME i put into each one of them, but one post definitely stood out and got me thinking and actually evaluating the year i had.. and that was my 2nd last post, January 6th 2010.

i rambled on and on, saying how 2010 was going to pwn all previous years and bring some badass changes to my life.. verdict? things changed all right, SO MANY things changed last year! and whether it was for the better, i'm still trynna figure that one out.. but OHMYGOD did things change. see, i just cant stress that fact enough! 2010 turning my world upside down, spun it 360 degrees faster, flipped in right side up and went on turning right side round again, leaving me to deal with the turmoil that took place halfway.

the most major change that took place last year was ofcourse, the passing of my grandfather. he was diagnosed with stage 4 liver cancer in January last year and what with his age and all, there was nothing we could do but wait. in the months leading up to his death, grands just got thinner and weaker, until it suddenly came to a point where he got so tired just by walking from the room to the living room. days turned into weeks and finally, he got admitted to JPMC on the 27th of October, 2010.. that was the last time any of us saw him conscious.

he passed at around 3 am on the 2nd of November, and his funeral took place on the 3rd of November. grands's death may have been a huge loss to the whole Wards clan, but in a way, it actually brought our whole family closer together. the whole clan was over at my house everynight for a whole week, having prayers and just being together for nane in this crucial time. two months have passed, and we're all doing much better now. we may not talk about him much, or bring him up at all for that matter, but we all still miss him and think about him.. well i know i do, and i know he know's that i do.

*****

2010 was also my very last year of being a St. Georgian, and i had the privilege of being assistant head girl, too. my school life last year was pretty amazing, i must say. my classmates and i bonded so much in our final year together and we made so many memories within the four walls of our class that will never ever forget. one pretty sad part of that school year however, was the departure of one of my very good friends, my favourite little indian boy - Farman. yup, that bastard left us to "further his studies" orwhatever in India, and that in itself cause a major change in the class. Farman was like.. THE joker, THE class clown, THE person that EVERYONE would laugh at! the boy that not only made things happen in the class, but in the whole school too. (he was Head boy) nobody wanted him to go.. but alas, he just haaaaaad to leave us ~~to rot in sgs~~ while he moved on to his homeland. things did change in the classroom after his departure; we all quieted down, attention was transferred over to zul/rayhan and Form 5B was never the same again.. but hey, life went on and we still had the best year ever.

O levels came and went too, and after stressing over it for 8 months, we were just so relieved and ecstatic to get it over and done with. as of now though, i DO NOT want to think about how i did, so i'm just gonna hope for the best and pray to God that i did well enough to make-ma-mama-proud.

leaving St Georges.. actually wasn't a very big deal. well i thought it would be though, and i spent days just zoning out in school, thinking of life after it and sometimes, SOMETIMES.. i'd even cry. over right? it was sad though, especially during our last gathering at the parish hall (which btw was rudely cut short by the three doucefags for the o level briefing. motherfuckers, i hate them and i'm so glad i don't have to see their stupid faces ever again.. except when i visit sgs) where we all ate and sang and cried and thanked our teachers.. yea that was sad. but our last exam however - Bio paper 1 - it was ended with more excitement and relief rather than sorrow. i on the other hand, was all "omg, last exam ever" and "omg this will be the last time i'm in this class" and like "omg never gonna be in a class with these people again" and yadayadayada. when our papers were taken though, i was all "FUCK DAAA SHIT, HALLELUJAHHHHHHH". haha.

but yea.. i actually really miss SGS, especially now that i'm on a long-ass holiday and have absolutely nothing to do at home. at all. except bake, i like to bake now. baked my first cake today actually. TEEHEE. i miss the thrill of entering a new year at a new level in a new class with new teachers and the possibility of new students. yea, i like all those new thangs.. which is kinda getting me really like superduperuberholycrapEHEHEHEHEHICAN'TWAITZOMGEEEEEEEEK excited for college! but yea, i need to get the results i need to get in first though, but i'm already excited! ofcourse, things are gonna change like, big time. even bigger changes than last year! what with a whole new environment to work with, a whole new set of people i'll have to interact with.. it's just gonna be way different than high school life. the workload's gonna be crazy, the hours are going to be stressing.. AND I'M JUST SO EXCITED! eheh heh heh heh. but that's still about 2 months away so for now, i'm just gonna keep on bumming, keep on exciting myself and just.. wait i guess?

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and you didn't think i'd forget about my lover boy did you? well Danial and i.. and are still Danial and i. we went through many the rough patches in 2010 but we always manage to pull through in the end and now? after 1 year, 8 months and 1 week, we're still going on stronger than ever and i have no idea how i'd have made it through last year without him by my side every step of the way. i love you Danial, and even after 20 months, i'm still falling in love you every single day cause like i said - i be loving you long time. <3>

i know i said there were like a shitloada changes that went on in 2010, but.. it's late, i'm too lazy to think and i just want to get this over and done with so i watch more nigahiga videos.

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OH YEA SEAN GOT MARRIED TO TING IN JUNE AND IT WAS AWESOME. and now? ....SHE'S PREGGERS AND EXPECTING A BABY WARD IN JULY AND WE'RE ALL JUST SO EXCITED, ESPECIALLY ME CAUSE I'M GONNA BE AN AUNT HEHEHE YIPEEEEEEEEEEE.

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so here's to 2011 and the changes it will bring. and oh, no promises to when i'll post again cause like last time.. it took me a whole year. haha. but hey, new year, new changes.. so i just might blog more often now.. just might. ;D

-27

kekasihku. <3

2010-01-11T23:12:00.002+08:00

Danial Danial Danial.. my Mr. Kantut; my burp-er; my Monster; my Rainbow; my sexyboyy; my Mr Handsome; my rockstar; my shnickupshnickup shmore; my love and yes, my boyfriend.

we've been through so much during these past 8 months.. ups and downs, highs and lows, tears and laughters.. so, so much. but no matter how bad it got between us -and it got real bad sometimes, we'd always manage to get over whatever caused us to be that way in the first place. whether it'd be blasts from the past, jealousy issues, sensitivity issues.. ANYTHING! no matter how upset we'd be, we would never let it get to us and we'd make it top priority to fix things. :)

the thing i love most about him is that no matter how (unconciously!) hurtful i am to him or how oblivious i am to his feelings at times, he'd.. well he'd get upset, BUT still manage to put it behind him and still come up with the sweetest, most amazing things anyone has ever said to me.

it's so wonderful to me, how the love just never stops growing. one would think that being together for 8 months already and for the first time, the love would start dieing and we'd have been over in no time.. but no! if anything, i keep falling inlove with him over and over again, even more each time, at that. the more i see him and spend time with him, the more i feel like i never ever want to leave him, not even for a second. and when we're apart, it feels as though there's a massive hole in my heart and the only way to fill it is to be with him, even just for a minute.

his eyes, his hair, his arms, his smell, his lips, his heart.. everything about him just makes me melt inside. when he looks at me, i feel as though the weight of the world was being lifted off of my shoulders, and nothing else matters cause we'd be the only two people around in my eyes. when i'm in his arms, i feel so safe and comfortable and i'm pretty certain no harm or evil could even lay a finger on me. when he kisses me, i feel my knees buckle over and i never want to get out of lip-lock. ;) and when he tells me he loves me.. it's like i'm on Cloud 9, surround by dozens of rainbows and unicorns flying all around -so happy; so peaceful.. and i'm always wondering what on earth i did to do deserve such a blessing in my life.

Sayang, i know i'm not the best girlfriend there is, but i'm always trying. i've hurt you one, too many times, and an amazing person like you just doesn't deserve to be treated like that. it'll take time sayang, but i promise you i'll be better; we'll be better. and even if we still have our misunderstandings, at the end of the day, we know it's going to be okay. and we'll always be okay no matter what sayang! i'll make sure of that. :)

i love you sooooo soooo much Danial Idris; more than chocolates, more than books, more than candles, more than music.. more than life! and i thank you for loving me Sayang. <3

***

i know, it's not often i get all mushy like this. but when the manja kicks in, i'm all for the mushyness! ;)

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until next time! :D

i love you i love you i love you boyfriend!

-27.

HI.

2010-01-06T19:42:00.000+08:00

WELL HELLOOOOOOOO THERE BLOGWORLD! :D

yes yes, i know. it's been a while. a longgggggggggggggg while! about 3 months to be exact.. and please, don't ask why the abrupt hiatus for. i have my reasons. ;) but the important thing is that IM BACK! back to entertain you readers when you have nowhere else to turn to when the internet has nothing better to offer you. you people must be so thrilled..

okay no, not really. but i'm happy i'm writing again though. :)

***

yupyup, it's 2010 already! and i have a feeling it's gonna be an epic year. like, way epic. wayyyyy epic. SUPER EP.. yea, you get the point. why you ask? well.. for many reasons. like..

1) SENIOR YEAR! i know, it's hard to believe huhh..

2) MY 16TH BIRTHDAY. heeheeheeheehee remember to put it down on your calendars people! or else i'll do it for you - and i'm serious. just ask Sal, Ray and Gel. :p

3) start of practicals! and from what i heard, it's pretty fun.

4) Brother's wedding in June! can. not. wait.

5) (possible) trip to Phils after the wedding! OHYEA.

6) Sayang's 18th birthday on the 10th of the 10th, 2010!

..and definitely more to come. ;)

oh yes indeedy, this is THE year. the year that'll beat out all the past years because.. well, because i said so. ;D hey, to make things happen, you have to BELIEVE it'll happen. ;D

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so it's my 3rd day of being a senior, and i still can't believe it. when i look around my class, i don't see any 'seniors' around. i still see the immature little brats we are, using every single chance we get when the teachers are not around to wreck havoc in class - the exact same things we've been doing ever since kindy 2. one would think that being called seniors would automatically put the whole time-to-get-serious-and-stop-messing-around attitude in our mindset, but nope. nada. and i know, it's still the beginning of the year and alot of things can happen from now until the end of the year - changes included - but until i see even the slightest hint of change, i refuse to think of us Form 5-ers as seniors. we're just any other ordinary SGS-ers, except in Form 5 and probably the wisest and most knowledgeable among the lot. :)

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because it's a new year, i have decided to not ramble on too much when i blog cause i know how boring it is to read megalong posts so i shall stop here. :) no promises though, as to how often i'll blog this time round, what with the lack of internet and all.. but i'll try to update as much as i can kaaaay. :D i'm off to.. go eat chocolate now so until next time!

and uh, Happy Belated New Year everyone! :D

and also, a Happy belated 8th Monthsary to my Mr Manjaaa! i loveeeeeeee you so much sayangggkuu! :)

-27.

911.

2009-09-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

if today had an ass, i'd shove my foot right up it and hit it where it hurts the most.

eff Hadi for being the reason why i turned ugly (but we're still cool)
eff the Gadong markets for having perverted and rude fish mongers.
eff PMS for giving us cramps that make us want to pull out our guts and stomp all over it.
eff the damn lingum aircon people who STOLE MY FRIKKING IPOD! (eff them so mother effing hard!)

..but most of all, eff me for upsetting you. i should have gone.. :/

***

as you can tell, i had a pretty awful day today. no, not pretty.. a DAMNNNN awful day today. 911 indeed..

***

apologies for the lack of blogging.. i just really haven't been bothered.

KK on Monday.. half superdupercrazy excited, and half dreading it cause well.. i've been having such a wonderful time with the boyfriend that it's gonna hurt so much to leave him, even if its only 5 days. what can i say? i'm sorta kinda super inlove.

well.. let's hope tonight'll be better.

I love my Monsterrrrr, and i'm sorry. :(

-27

everybody's changing and i don't feel the same.

2009-08-22T10:10:00.002+08:00

i'm so.. angry.

and disappointed. and hurt. and pissed off.. which is kinda the same as angry, but doubled! i know, i know.. this is such a silly thing to be ticked off about, but knowing my nature and how i get easily sucked into the din of jealousy - it's pretty normal for me. and those of you that really know me, you too know how normal it is for me to get this way, and yet you still do this to me. hiding things from me won't work, cause they always have their way of coming out from under covers and flaunting themselves right infront of our faces. in this case, MY face. it may not be a good thing, but it sure as hell is good enough to make me really think things over..

i guess the past will always remain the past. trying to bring it into the present won't do any good if the road between the two was torn, bent and twisted every possible way you can imagine. everyone's changing and whether or not i'm brought along with their change, MY life goes on and i have my own changing to do.

but! i shall not fret. with prayer in my head and God in my heart, i'm sure things will turn out just fine. that's one of the wonderful things about prayer; if they are for the better of you, they will ALWAYS be answered - trust me.

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sigh. waking up early with nothing to do for the rest of the morning really makes you think huh.

-27.

when you think about it..

2009-08-21T22:48:00.001+08:00

who needs skinny when you've got pretty? ;) (yes, i know i've posted this picture before.)

***

sometimes, you just HAVE to love yourself out in the open. ;D

HEY BOYFRIEND. i cinta youuu. :)

-27.

all you need is love.

2009-08-21T09:51:00.001+08:00

and i thank my lucky stars each and everyday, cause i have it. :)

:(

2009-08-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

on the 19th of August, 2009..

my beloved dog, guardian of the house, oldest and longest lasting dog in the Ward family, Samson.. passed away. :'(

R.I.P. boy, the house is never gonna be the same without you. :(

***

i know what you're thinking, so shut up. i love my dogs.

sakit, sayang. :(

-27.

P.M.FREAKING.S.

2009-08-14T13:30:00.002+08:00

O M G.

!@$@#%#^$&*%^*$#%#%$^%$^!#$^%*#&%$^$%@#%$^%&$%$@%!!!!!!!!!

i hate having cramps.

oh hi there, sayang. i love you. :)

-27.

life, oh life.

2009-08-11T19:54:00.001+08:00

Mr Ivan : cat plus cat, same. cat times cat, different..

- our new Physics teacher, while trying to explain the theory behind SI Units. call us crazy, but it actually made sense.

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HELLO HELLO PEOPLE. it's been a while eh? my apologies! the internet has been MIA you see, but thanks to BROADBAND (Go! Student - Unlimited. loving it~), i now have internet anywhere, anytime. ;D okay fine, not anytime since my brother usually brings it to work and takes it away from me whenever he wants, but.. anywhere! :D

so it's been.. a month? a month plus since my last PROPER update? and yea, there has definitely been ALOTTTT going on since then. actually, SO much that i kinda forgot like half of them.. hahaha.

ooh, one thing i DO remember, was Bianca's debut! hooomaaageeee, it was THE bomb. so what if my dress made me look fat (but was quite pretty) and i didnt get to eat a proper dinner? it was still fun nonetheless, and i'm missing it terriblyyyyyy. well not so much as i did the few days after, but ada lah sikit. :p

and another thing i remember! LIFENITE IN COLA! that.. that was one of the most touching and AWESOME lifenites i have ever experienced. the skit poked at the part of my heart where it's at its weakness, and i broke down because of it. buttttt! adoration just made me feel so much better and relieved, and we praised and worshipped it all outtt. ;D really one of the best lifenites, and i can't wait for the next one at KB. :)

aaaaaaand yea.. that's about all i can remember from the past month. HAHA. well, that's all i chose to remember, really. to be honest, the month wasn't that great for me in terms of my studies, my relationship with my mum, and even my relationship with the boyfriend.. but thanks to much prayer and CHANGE on my part, everything worked out for the better and now it's all good. :D

but this month! i remember lots of things that happened this month. ;D first of, the awesome 3rd Monthsary spent at home with the boyfriend making chocoflakes. heeeheee. sad that it's totally all finished.. but im gonna make more the minute i buy the stuff. :D hmm what else.. OH! i watched G.I. Joe on Saturday with the brother, his fiance and ofcourse, the boyfriend. :) aumg, the movie was FREAKING AWESOME. infact, it was SO awesome that i really wanted to be a Joe after. SERIOUSLY. the armour they were wearing looked really cool bah. :(

on Sunndaaaaaay.. we had our Novelty games for the primary kids and we prefects/monitors had to help out. i actually had a lottttt of fun out on the field despite the blistering heat and the little conflict i had with the best friend (which is over now, thank god). Yellow emerged champions, red got second and .. i forgot the rest. haha. i can't wait for our Sports Day next year. my VERYYYYY LASTTT one at that! i better make our cheerleading the best performance SGS have ever seeeen! WOOO. haha. annnnnnnnd because of the novelty games, the whole school was given a day off yesterday, and i spent with none other than the boyfriend in Gadong. :)

there's not much to look forward to for the rest of the month though.. except the Walkathon next week. and granddaddy's birthday celebration. and this Thursday at Siew's. and lifenite on the 22nd.. and the (hopefully to the jadi) outing with the ex-SSS ers. and puasa month! which means sungkais out/in with the jowa. :D okay fine, maybe there are things to look forward to this month. haha, but i'm looking forward to next month though! ;D

as for school, it's been.. okay to be honest. i like the topic were learning in A Maths (Matrices bebeh!), D Maths is pretty understandable, i try to listen in BM (works half the time, atleast), we've just been project-ing for computer (i.e. sneaking internet time slash gossip sessions with Iza!), i love Annie, therefore i love Bio, i've been sleeping alot in English, but the biggest surprise of it all is that i actually ENJOY and UNDERSTAND ... *drumrolls!* .... PHYSICS!

so Nancy left us for ~~more money~~Yayasan school, and we had this crap teacher replace her. and when i say crap teacher, i REALLY mean crap teacher! Her name was.. linamol? linamor? and her indian accent was so bloody strong, that we couldn't even understand what she said more than half of the time! and im NOT exaggerating! it got to the point where she sounded so.. WEIRD with her non-comprehendable, one-toned monotonous accent that we laughed right at her when she started speaking. i know, we're horrible.. but you don't understand just how horrible of a teacher SHE was! i actually called her THE alien cause well.. she has a high forehead and yea, her horrible voice. i know, i know. it's such a mean and racist thing to say, but i can't help it! SGS-ers who were taught by her, you understand me!

fortunately, we found out that her service to the school was temporary, while Mr Ivan (new guy) was away and she left! for good! we were just overjoyed at the end of her very last lesson, that we didn't even say goodbye to her. HAHA. h o r r i b l e! :p

thennnnnn, came the newbie. i swear, he THE WEIRDEST teachers i have ever been taught by, hands down. especially when he first came. we'd see him running to the staffroom every morning, even when the bell hadn't rung yet, and sometimes, he'd just walk around the compound as if he'd wondered into Alice's Wonderland - VERY weird. but once we got to know him and his teaching methods, we found that he was quite the AWESOME teacher, and we actually enjoy and look forward to physics now! his examples are analogies help alot, and i NOW understand what physics is about. man, he's so good, that he's better than Nancy and that Lina chick combined! how's that for an awesome teacher. :p

well i guess that's about it for the updates.. oh, one more thing. i didn't think it was possible, but i think i've actually fallen even more in love with Danial. :o)

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so i think i should stop now and hit publish before i ramble on even MORE and delay this post yet again. :p

blog ya'll next time.. if i feel like it that is. ;D

BOYFRIEND! (L)

-27

all my ladies if you feel me, help me sing it out.

2009-08-10T23:28:00.005+08:00

When you drop a glass or plate to the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls of the wall, it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it’s completely silent. You would think as it’s so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell. But it’s silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.

If there is a noise, it’s internal. It screams and no one can hear it but you. It screams so loud your ears ring and your head aches. It thrashes around in your chest like a great white shark in the sea; it roars like a mother bear whose cub had been taken. That’s what it looks like and that’s what it sounds like, a thrashing, panicking, trapped great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions. But that’s the thing about love – no one is untouchable. It’s as wild as that, as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water, but when it actually breaks, it’s silent. You’re just screaming on the inside and no one can hear it..

-Ivan Ekam Eveileb, If you Could See Me Now

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a proper update coming your way! ........tomorrow. :D

and guess what i managed to do? I GOT MY BOYFRIEND TO READ. a Cecilia Ahern-written book at that. you have no idea how proud i am. ;D

i love you, Danial. :)

-27

the comeback.

2009-08-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

pssst..

i'm back. ;)

stay tuned!

i is loving Danial to the core! :D

-27

..and counting.

2009-07-05T00:43:00.001+08:00

2 Months. :)

and what a perfect way to spend the day, too. ;D

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUHAMMAD DANIAL BIN IDRIS! more than you can ever imagine. :) and thankkkk you sayangg, for the shirts, for today, and well.. EVERYTHING. i don't know what i did to deserve such an amazing boyfriend like you, sayang.

again, i lalalalalaloveeeeeeeeeee you sayang! i really really do. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.

-27.

oh, Hi there.

2009-06-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Dania li miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial i miss Danial..

and oh yes, I MISS DANIAL!

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Thursday, can you pleaseee come by any sooner? :(

so much trouble in the world~

2009-06-29T16:05:00.001+08:00

i just signed in.. on friendster.

HAHAHA. this just goes to show how absolutely BORED i am right now.

having said that, i guess you can tell how NOT-pleased i am about the fact that the holidays have been extended for another week. i know, i know.. you must think i'm MAD for wanting to go back to school instead of "enjoying" the rest of the holidays, but the truth is that i'm NOT enjoying them. well not anymore, that is. the fun's over, and i have NOTHINGG left to do or look forward to. SCHOOL was the one thing that i WAS actually looking forward to.. but NOOOO. it had to be delayed for a-whole-nother week. STUPID FREAKING SWINE FLU AND SILLY PEOPLE THAT BRING BACK THE DISEASE HERE. pfffffft.

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besides signing in on friendster, i spent the other parts of my day (so far) sleeping till 12.20, having lunch, playing guitar hero and missing Danial like C R A Z Y. sigh. thank God for gym later, at least i'll be out of the house and actually doing something productive for once. my tummy's been looking quite bloated lately, and i only have myself to blame for that. BOO.

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i've been thinking alot lately.. about the weather, the sudden swoon of diseases, the deaths of REALLY famous people.. could these all really be, signs? :x EEEEEEEEEEK, okay lets not talk about that now.

speaking of deaths and whatnots, i accomplished something that i have never been able to throughout all my 15+ years of living.. i actually listened to a WHOLE homily in mass! wooooooo! hey, don't judge me. i'm sure MOST of you teenagers don't even know what's going on in mass until you actually stand up. but anyway, the homily in mass yesterday was REALLY interesting. the priest talked about death, and how we are all afraid of it. and this is not just physical death, but also emotional and spiritual death. like how giving something you own and treasure to someone means your giving up control of that possesssion, and that in itself is death already. then he elaborated more on that, but summed everything up by saying that if people are willing to die for each other, we'd all be living in heaven on earth. but.. no one wants to die for anyone. no one wants to die, period. so we ourselves have created our own HELL on earth. hence, all the wars and fightings and negativities. SIIGHHHHHHH.

what has this world come to.. tsk tsk.

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i watched Transformers for the second time yesterday with Mel at Q-Lap and it was just as good as it was the first time round. (which was with the boyfriend last Wednesday at the mall. :)) Shia Lebouff is just sooo.. MmmMmmMmMMMMmmm. ;D

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Ginger has been asleep for 3 hours, and i think it's my duty to wake her up now. muahahahaha. >:)

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hey, looks like the "interest" is back. :)

i miss you, sayang. so much. :(

-27.

Heal the World.

2009-06-28T16:12:00.000+08:00

so i was showering in the church toilet yesterday morning, with Eya and Rhona and the cubicles next to me.. when suddenly i got a message from my dad. in that message, there were only three words, and they were, : "Michael Jackson died."

HOLYMOTHERWHATTHEEWHYTHEHOWTHE..NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! MJ? dead?! it's just soooooo hard to believe! the king of pop! the black guy turned white! THE man who sang Thriller, Beat it, The Way you make me feel, Black and White and the hundreds of other singles that still live on to date.. IS DEAD!

i loved the guy, mannn! seriously.. screw the child molestation charges, i never believed a word of it. the accusers took advantage of his love for children and just wanted to get money out of him.. he WAS a good man. he wanted to change the world, and he tried to do so through his music, and that's something i greatly admired about him. sigh.

Michael Jackson may be dead in this world, but he's still alive in our hearts and i'm sure his memory and music will still live on for many many decades to come. Rest in Peace, MJ, we're all going to miss you.

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The confirmation retreat was.. not that awesome, but it was really good though. the sessions were quite interesting, the activities were fun, but the bonding! the bonding was what really mattered. especially with my class.. we bonded in a way that we never knew we would or could, and i'm thankful for "that" night. :)

but all in all, it was funnnnn. i got to know more Serians and Kaybeeians, and we were labelled as the BEST confirmation group so far! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS.

sucks that i had to leave early in didn't get to say a proper reply. cotillion practice baaaaa. :( but ohwell! there's always Lifeniteeeee. andandand KK IN SEPTEMBER! yeaaabebehhh. ;D

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so there are now 25 H1N1 cases in Brunei, and i'm started to get a teensy bit scared. but! that's not the biggest worry i have now.. Danial's in KL and well.. it's been there for quite sometime, and there have been cases in Brunei that got it from KL so i'm REALLY SCAREDDD for him and his family. sigh. i just hope he takes very good care of himself and he'll be back here safe and healthy. :) and oh, I REALLY MISS HIMMMMMMMMM. :(

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gotta go! church awaaaaaaaaits.

i loveloveloveloveLOVEEEE Danial Idris very the muchhh!

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somethings don't change..

2009-06-23T23:38:00.001+08:00

I love you, Danial.

don't ever doubt that. :)

-27.

that's not my element!

2009-06-21T21:04:00.001+08:00

F.O.P...

WAS A W E S O M E.

the singing, the dancing, the praising, the laughing.. THE BONDING! it was just.. SO MUCH FUN. and i fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinallyyyyy MET and got PHYSICALLY and MENTALLY (lurus kah tu? :p) close to Abang Damian! and a bunch of other Serians and Kaybeeians. WOOT. ;D

seriously, it was one of THE most fun church activities i have EVERR experienced! for those of you that didn't go.. you missed out on a hell of an awesome weekend. I MISS IT ALREADY. :(

but ohwell. next stop, CONFIRMATION RETREAT!

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i'm excited for tomorrow. ;)

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anyone up for the charleston? ;D

-27.

frozen moments.

2009-06-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

the interest still hasn't returned yet. but in place of that.. A SHITT LOAD-A PICTURES FOR YOUR ENJOYMENT. :D

the day Joel wore eyeliner in school.

when i went to the BFFFFfyeayeayeayea's place after debu practice.

the day i went with my most favourite people in the world. :)

haha i love this candid. ;D

after that, in my pig-sty of a room. :p

Gymminggg baybehh. ;D

WUUWWWWW hottstuff. ;D

..yea. haha.

HAHAHAHAHA.

a more sane one. :p

yeaaaayerrrrrr~

juburrrr.

Shahbandar!

badminton day at pusat beliaaaa.

pro ahh adiku atu. ;D

the incomplete picture Mr Jason drew. SO PRETTTY!

Adidas-ers.

with Mannnyyyyy.

with Mr Studmuffin. ;) hahahaha.

with Feyfey! on that same night.

iBlack. :(

iVeryblack. :( :(

kupi ben!

Ice and Bat.

bffs! :)

Yayasan day.

Ela-e-elavator.

fitting rooooom. ;)

my bestfriend; the perve.

Hula hooooopeng. ;D

loves itttt.

AKILLYEWWW!

reddddd bebehhh. ;)

escalatorrrr. :D

my future vehicle. ;)

my gym locker numberrrr! and my boyfriend's hand. :)

Sa'aaaadaaaay! :D

WOOOOOOOOOOO. :p

Mosesss.

i am LOVINGGG this pictureeeee! :D

(L)

at the Yacht clubbb. :)

i had to. ;D

our nicely colour coordinated drinks. :p

HAHAHAHA cawerrr.

Last Monday. ;) ;)

a day with my most favourite people, take 2.

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take 3 tomorrow! ;)

-27.

splat and BANG!

2009-06-14T08:04:00.002+08:00

i have lost my interest in..

BLOGGING. *dundundunnnnnnnnnn!*

but i'll be sure to let you all know the minute it comes back. ;D

for now though.. HAPPY HOLIDAYS ERRRRRYBADYYY! enjoy all this free time you have to it's fullest! and i'm pretty sure i'll be doing just that. ;)

*TWO THUMBS UP FOR THE MONTH OF JUNE!* :D

-27

you don't know?

2009-06-11T07:30:00.004+08:00

EVERYBODY KNOW'S THAT THE BIRD IS THE WORD.

BI-BI-BI-BIRD IS THE WORD. THE BIRD IS THE WORD. BI-BI-BI-BIRD IS THE WORD. THE BIRD IS THE WORD.

HEY, DON'T YOU KNOW, ABOUT THE BIRD?

EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT THE BIRD IS THE WORD!

BI-BI-BI-BIRD IS THE WORD. THE BIRD IS THE WORD. BI-BI-BI-BIRD IS THE WORD. THE BIRD IS THE WORD.

...SURRRRRRRRRRRRRFIIINNNNNNNNNNNNN BIRRRRRRRRDDDDDDD~ *seizures*

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HAHA, FAMILY GUY ROCKS MY SOCKS!

sunset.

2009-06-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

8th June, 2009; BEST DAY EVER.

i love you so much, Muhammad Danial bin Idris. and you too, Melanie Susilla Augustin. :) <3>

-27.

exhaustion.

2009-06-07T21:30:00.000+08:00

HOMG. i am SO tired right now, that i just might sleep at 10 tonight.

okay fine, 10.30..ish.

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last Friday, i actually DID go to Gadong with Mel but only from 12.30 to 1.30 to get the dress measurements for the debu. the place where we did it was somewhere behind Ayamku, and my brother was already waiting for us while we were in the process getting our measurements done, so we had to RUN all the way to centerpoint to make it in time before he got too pissy. :p

we went of to the gym afterwards, and the boyfriend joined us. :D WOOOOO GYM "BUDDIES!" ;D hahahaha. we worked out from about 2.30 ish to 4, then the brother sent us off to Shahbandar where we met up with Mel's mum.

my God, i almost died. if any of you ever thought tasek was hard, well Shahbandar's like FIVE times harderrrr! all the steps and the steep hill thingers.. and the "pyramid" lagii! shyet mannnn. but to keep my mind off the tired-ness of my legs, i counted all the steps, stopped at every 27 and 10, and found out that there are 180 steps altogether. coolbies. :)

but thanks to the boyfriend and the bfffffyeayeayeayea, i madeeeeeee it out alive! hahahaha, over. :p but yea, by the time i got out, i was ACHINGGGGG all over! and still am, actually. :(

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even though i didn't go to the gym yesterday, i still had a good workout. :p

but before all the workout, i had alot of fun in school. :D we practically had a whole morning of free periods because Miss Beth was out for some inforama thing, the yellow ICs had a scholarship briefing and the science teachers gave us time to finish off our projects, which most of us (including me!) took advantage of and messed around instead. :p during bio, i was in the science lab with 4A art people + boyfriend, then i went off to the tempest with Iza + Mel, then the computer lab with Joel + Iza and finally, back to class with classmates + boyfriend. HEEHEE. alovedetttt~

so the workout began when i stayed back for dance practice (that inda menjadi -.-) and Bianca's actual birthday celebration. after thaa, i WALKED off to Pusal Belia with Gel to meet up with the boys and play badminton. thennn, walked back to school to find out that my dad had gone to KL and was still stuck at the immigration when it was already 5, (and we were supposed to go to church!) so i WALKED to yayasan to dengani Manny and meet up with Bianca and the gang. whennn we got there, it was barely 15 minutes and my dad asked me to WALK all the way back to schoool. so i did. and i had to run when i was reaching cause he was already there. and then we had to rush home, rush a bath and finally rush back to church.

VERY. THE. TIRING.

but i went to Gadong after that with the girls and Ice. teehee.

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and today, i had to wake up early for the International Food fair. sang, sold tickets, ate, and left to go KB for Alai Umar's birthday. he was just tooooo cute with his toys and musical guitar, but Alai Faris doesn't sayang me anymoreee. infact, i think he hates me! :( SIGH. but yea, i had fun with the family as always, watching the kids doing their kid thang and watching the adults doing their adult thing. haha.

now i'm home, with a new pair of crocs (pretty ones! not the ugly ones that are.. ugly), a new Little Miss Trouble shirt (thankers sister!) and am now sitting infront of burgers from Burger King. MMMmmMmMMMmMMMMmmmmm. i've missed them. :D

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i have a new cat! HEE. after not having an actual house cat for like.. 2 years? yea, we have one now! well, two actually. one that's always been around but.. not in the house. and another one mum's cleaner lady from school gave us. the first cat is called Ungguy, cause it looks like monkey, and the newer cat is called Long tail (by Sean), Fluffy tail (by dad) and Tail (by me) because it has a really long fluffy tail. HAHAHAHAHA. :D and it's so cute how the two cats are always hanging around Gizmo, and he seems to love them! hahaha. except Ungguy though, Gizmo hates him cause he likes to scratch and hiss at Gizmo. hahahaha. poorthing. :p

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IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF! i had a choice of eating either a burger, McNuggets, eggtarts and a banana.. and i went for the banana. WUWWWWWWWWW. ;D

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i'm not looking to tomorrow. -.-

KBYE!

DANIAL (L)

-27.

chunn!

2009-06-04T23:37:00.002+08:00

for today..

The morning = SHITTY. extremely shity.
The afternoon = the cure to the extremely shitty morning i had.
The Evening = TI-FREAKING-RING. but still fun nonetheless.
Now = back to extremely shitty.

but yesterday! now that was just smooth sailing all the way. ;D and i think, it was probably THE BESTTTT day of my life, in 2009. i shit you not.

details? pfftttt, like i'd let you random people know how i spent the most incredible day of my life without you hearing it from my own mouth. so if you're one of those persons that hateeee being kept in suspense and are always dieing to know things that don't even concern you.. tough.

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i shall not elaborate on the shitty morning i had because well, it's just not worth elaborating on. all i know is that it was pretty pathetic of me to let JERKS like that ruin my mood for nothing. -.-
the only good thing about this morning was that we did not even study at all, and Binoy wasn't there.

but yea, like i said, the afternoon was definitely the PERFECTT remedy to a shithole of a morning. a bunch of us 4B-ers headed off to tasek for our biology project, and it was SUPERRR funnnnnnnn! we went at around 2, and it was blistering hotttttt - i may have just turned a whole new shade of "dark". but being that it was still early, not that many people were there, and it gave us the perfect oppotunity to be V-THE-V. (Very the vain. smart eyh. :p) i think, we concentrated more on the PICTURES than we did on our projects, cause we just saw tooooo many cool places to take pictures and.. we couldn't resist! atleast we managed to get all the samples we needed, and had a hellofagood time doing it too. :) - pictures up on facebook!

after tasek, i headed home to get ready, and went off to the gym with the brother. so it was my first time at JPMC, and myGod.. IT WAS FREAKING AWESOMEEEEEEE! the gym that is.. the people there are REALLY nice, and the facilities are pretty good.. but the best part! the place where they have the aerobics classes is located right next to the beach! and i actually got to see the sunset for the first time just now.. it was so pretty. :)

i went for Body Combat just now and almost died. who would have thought a not-so-fit 50 YEAR OLD lady could do all that! every single muscle and bone in my body is aching right now, and i have noooooo idea how i'm going to get up tomorrow morning.. seriously.

after the gym, we went to Mae's place for her dad's birthday, and i slept. and now i'm in a very foul mood (IM SO TIRED BAAAAAAAAAAH), and even the littlest things are getting me very pissed off. and the worst part.. i only spent about 3 minutes with the boyfriend the whole day today. :(

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i just might be going to the mall AGAIN tomorrow, but this time with the 18 roses & candles for dress measurements for Bianca's debu. i kinda want to go, but i kinda don't want to go either.. i want to, because it'll be fun with those silly people, yet i don't want to because i'm broke and that would mean i have to miss gym. so i have no idea whether i'm going or not. :/

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the supposed class outing this Sunday has been cancelled, cause Miss Yin can't make it. so now, we're trying to think of other things we can do that would be fun for us all. we might be checking out Mabohai tomorrow, but if that doesn't work, then we'll probably be having a swimming day at the stadium.

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argh. i'm so kusut that i can't think of anything else to say.. so i'll just end this here..

but! not before wishing my boyfriend a very Happy 1st Monthsary! i love you so much sayang, more than you could ever imagine. :)

-27.

Samima (Y).

2009-06-02T13:27:00.001+08:00

so i had a fun morning today. :)

chem 1 was pretty.. doable, but mygod Chem 2. THEY LIEEDDDDDD. everyone said it was easy but dude, I DIN'T FIND IT THAT EASY! okay fine, the second section was quite - dare i say - easy, but the first section wasn't! stupid freaking electronic structures. CURSESSSSS.

after i finished my paper, i hung around the school with Mr Rainbowww and the bfffffyeayeayeayea, then headed off to Yayasan with my boys in Samima's ride. HAHA. man, being the only THORN among the ROSES sure has it's pros and cos. Pros? no poklen would dare mess with me cause well.. bodyguards yaknoyakno. ;) Cons? I DIDN'T GET THE THINGS THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT. :( andandandand, i was the victim of MOST of their naughty sex jokes. HAHAHAHA. but yea, i had fuuunnnn though. :) and thanks Sal, for the CAM treat! you is the bomb-ing. ;D

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i went to a wedding reception last night, and my DAD got freaaaaking HIGHHHHH. no, seriously. when the programme was over, he stood up and started dancing at the table. and no, that's not the worst bit. the song "Girls just wanna have fun" came on, and a bunch of ~~skanks~~girls plus one gay guy formed a sort of conga line without the conga, and danced around the room.. and my dad.. joined in at the end of the line.. and danced his way up to the stage with them. 0.0 that, my friends, WAS the worst bit.

you might be laughing, but IT'S NOT FUNNY. i swear, that was THE most embarassing moment of my LIFEEE. my siblings and i were just watching in horror at the table while he danced away with the girls, waving his hands and everything.. and we could do nothing to stop him. -.-

but yea, we joined in the dancing after that.. until i started freaking out cause i realized that i had exams the next day, so i told my dad about it. and what did he say? "NOOOOOO EXAMMMM LAHH!" seriously, FREAKING HIGH.

OH OH OH! one of the entertainments that night was the performance by the Mojina's (Gina, Yen and Daniel!) and duuuuuude, Daniel got sooo freaking AWEESOMEEEE at guitar playing! i think he is by far the best guitarist-fingerskilled-stringplucking-orwhateveryoucallit i have ever seen.. EVERRRR! he actually plays like the dude who plays guitar for Mia Palencia, and that's pretty understandable since Dee was actually a part of her Christmas album. (Y) but yea, to sum up, HE'S UBER GOOD. and i would looooovee to sing with him if ever given the chance. :)

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so i think i should be studying now.. i just THINK lah hah. not suree cause yea.. just think. :p omg, tomorrow's our last daaay! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY. and like, i'm so psyched for the after-exam outing! ;D ;D ;D weeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i love my boyfriend. :) hahahahaha - random.

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okay seriously; study.. I HAVE TOOOOO. it's bio dude. BI FREAKING O! God, help us all.

-27.

Gabe Bondoc.

2009-05-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

OMG.......... i love him. 0.0

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I MISS DANIAL. :(:(:(

-27.

Suitcases and Travel Bags.

2009-05-30T23:57:00.004+08:00

i just spent about two hours filling up this blog post with a shit loadda words and sentences that after rereading.. seemed like complete rubbish and was utterly pointless.

..so i highlighted everything and pressed backspace.

now i'm back to square 1 and i'm not even going to bother to think of smart and witty things to re-fill this post with because i'm very kusut and the fact that i'm PMS-ing is not making things any better.

and as the cherry ontop of this oh-so-wonderful cake i'm having, i didn't say goodbye to Mr Rainbow after school and i won't be able to see him for two days. :(

i can never stay on a high for long. when i'm up there, there's always something that seems envious of my high and pulls me back down to be sulky and depressed with it. and when i get my hands on whatever that is.. it's sooooooooo gonna get the beating of a lifetime and will be too afraid to come back and disturb the next highs i have.

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before i end this, a quick CONGRATS to the debators that kicked major butt in today's debate, and a quicker HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY to my bestfriend of 10 years, ANGELA MAE N PETIL. i know you didn't get to do much today, but i promise to make the 7th totally worthwhile and AWESOMEE for you. loveee you!

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goodnight, blogworld.

i want my boyfriend. :(

-27

i am Ironman!

2009-05-29T15:04:00.002+08:00

okay fine, i'm not ironman. but there IS something that i actually am, and that is..

FAT.

no, seriously.

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IM NOT IN DEBATE TOMORROW, praise the Lord! well to be honest, i'm 95 % okay about it, and 5% not okaay about it. and no, it's not because he picked Ella over me, but it's cause he didn't do it earlier cause now, i feel like i wasted so much time and effort for it.. not that i put in THAAAT much effort in the first place, but yea. ada laaaaa.. but whatever! Ella's the better debator anyway, so it's all for the best. :D

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so exaaaaaaaaaaams.. have been so-so. the paper 2s have been very much harder than the paper 1s for almost all the subjects. D Maths and Physics in particular. i screwed up so badly in D Maths, and i actually might fail Physics, which when everything put together would probably be the FIRST time i failed an exam! EEEEEEK!

English was okay though.. VERY okay surprisingly. and D Maths ! even more surprising! im preeeetty confident that i got atleast 30 (over 40!) for the paper. if not then.. shit. :p oooh A Maths! well.. i didn't complete about 2 questions and i hantam-ed like 5 questions. altogether, i think i lost 25 or over marks. whooooooopsie. :)

i have computer tomorrow, Chem on Tuesday, bio and MIB on Wednesday and HURAAAAHHHH! DONE WITH EXAMSSSSSSSSSSS! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY. dayum G, i can't waittt! especially for the afternoon after. ;) and ooohhh, i just MIGHTTT be going to KK for a Youth Camp thinger with the Bffffffyeayeayeayeayea from the 5th to the 7th. MIGHT ah. rents gave the-okay already but.. i'm still swamped with projects that actually have be completed within the week so.. antah. :/ we'll just see how it goes..

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we had debu practice again yesterday, and it.. wasn't really productive. for me, anyway. my partner waaah! he din't wanna dance, so most of the time i was either dancing with another partner or dancing alone. sad kan? haha but yeaaaaa, it was okaaaay lahh.

after that, i went over with the bfffffyeayeayeayea to her place and went mennntaaaaaaaaal! HAAHAHAHAHAHAH. we were both reaaaalllyyyy high for some reason and it was tooo funny! the food was good though, VERYYY goooood. and the apple crumble! mMmMMMmMMmmmmmm~ her mom also taught me some strecthing / bending techniques to lose weight and it was really.. interesting. so i'm gonna go try em out later! EHEHEHEHE. who would thought we could lose weight and cut calories even when we're watching tv! :p

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ohmgee. me bau bushuuukkkkkkk! HAHAHA. so i'm gonna go have a nice bath right nowww. :)

i love Danial. :)

-27.

gangbangers!

2009-05-23T18:07:00.001+08:00

WE WON DEBATE! WE WON DEBATE! i did badly but.. WE WON DEBATE!

hahahahahahaha. :p but seriously though, i went really fast and my rebuttal was just CRAP. but if it weren't for Iza, i don't think i would have even made it through the whole debateee. :) LOVING YOU BEEPS! :D

i was freaaaaking nervous laaah, the minute we entered the room where it was held. what was worse was that we had ALOT of supporters this time, most from my CLASS! the supporters included Rayhan, Sal, Hadi, Taqim, Fifah, Devin, Mushaf, Fatin, Hafzan, Bryan, Hong and Stevennn. (sorry if i missed any of you out! and sorry sayang, i didn't know we could bring supporters. :( ) so yeaa, MORE pressure. :p thankfully, we managed to beat them SMB betches (joking joking!) with a 3-0 win, AGAIN and Iza, AGAIN, got best speaker. that chick is a MACHINEE! .. i don't know if there's any relevance in that but whatevs. it's a compliment anyway. :p we had to wait for the overall results of both the first and second day, and we found that we're going to go up agains PAP Masna next Saturday as proposition, and i heard their team is REALLY gooood. EEEEEEK! i just hope Mr Morris DOESNT put me in for this. :S

i had alooottttt of fun after the debate thoughhh. refreshment time especially. ;) more bonding bonding went on with some old and new friends, like Nazurah (oppcorsssss), Bahzi again, Qilah (2nd cousin! :p), Rozie, Ahnaf.. and etc. hahahaha. sorry wah, memory very crap like. :o) but yea, all in all, a FUNNNN 'visit' to STPRI. :)

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OMG, the exam was crap though. the contents of it that is, not the surroundings. ;) HAHA! cause right, Iza Ella and i had to take the exams earlier so we could prepare for the debate, so we took it in the library with only Shalia watching over us. if you go to our school, you can understand how FUN that would be right.. HAHAHA. we were like, chatting the whole way of the exam! asking each other the meanings, the malay terms.. ~~we even took a dictionary! shhhhhh. :p~~ and we even had music! hahahahaha. i thinkkkk Mr Morris is going to arrange for us to have all our exams for next week scheduled earlier and in the library to practice for the quarters next Saturday, so YAY. muahahahahahaha to the rest of you! >:)

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so i think.. mind you, THINK.. think aaaaaaah, not quite sure but yea, THINK.. i miss my boyfriend.. HEEHEEHEEHEEHEE. me is kenot the waiting for the examinings to be oversz so me is ability to spending time with boyfriend. TEEHEE.

HAHAHAHA! you'd think debating would have improved my English, but apprently.. not so much. :p

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omg, there's gonna be lotsssss of hot new movies coming out during our holidays and I KENT WAYYTTTTT! the one i'm really waiting for is Transformers though. I LOVE THAT FREAKING MOVIEE! and Shaia LeBouff is just... hominahominahomina. ;) this June haaaliday is gonnn be aweeeeeesomeeeee. ;) ;) ;)

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OMG! you'll never guess what i just heard on the teevee!

" There are *insert percentage which i didn't really catch* number of gangbangers in the coutry, and most of these are women.." HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. PANATTT.

***

OOOEY. CHISBURGORRRRRRR! :D

b-b-b-b-booyyyyyprend is laaaav. :)

-27.

Fishbone fishbone, go away; dont you even dare coming back another day.

2009-05-22T18:32:00.001+08:00

ARGHHHHHH!

i have a freaking fish bone stuck in the back of my throat and it's IRRITATING THE CRAP OUT OF ME! and not to mention, it HURTS everytime i try to swallow something. i tried everythin! swallowing big chunks of balled up rice, swallow bits of bananas, and even i am seeeriously considering going to hospital to get it out cause i'm THAT annoyed by it! URGH. it's been in there since lunchtime, and now it's 6. who wouldn't be irritated?

***

so exams are starting tomorrow. whoop-dee-doo. the only books i've touched are malay (duh) and bio, and that oso sikitsikit. silly, silly, silly me. you'd think i know better but well.. i guess i don't.

OHWELL. the only thing i can do now is cram cram CRAAAAMMMMM the nights before the exams, and we all know how well that always turns out righttt? -.-

***

as i mentioned before, my firstttt DEBATE is also tomorrow, and surprisingly i've managed to calm myself down about it. unlike this morning, where i had a mini-freak out when we were having our last training. the only thing im reaaalllyyy worried about is the rebuttal. and POIS! im so scared for that! freaking SMB we're going agaisnt that's apparantly good. -.-

***

MAJOR classmate bonding has been going on within the walls of Form 4B lately, and it's just so awesomeee! not just with the malay boys or the cinabengs, but with EVERYBODY! we are really starting to evolve into a family laaaah, thanks to Miss Yin! she is such an awesome and thoughtful teacher.. she actually got each an everyone of us "goodie bags" full of candies and chocolates and a stapler each as a de-stress method for our exams. SO BAIK KAN! so we're planning on doing somethinggg for her to repay her major awesomeness. :)

yesterday was funn in class. we practically had free periods the wholee morning. we were all internet-ing during computer, MIB was about the contents of the exams, physics.. oh we studied during physics. yuckies. :p but Binoy wasn't there, so A Maths was a fureeeeee perioddd. :D

after break, chem was just teacher giving special attention to those who wanted it, so the rest of us were basically just messing around. :D ohh, Rayhan is my bestie, and Hadi is my little brother. HAHA. i'm still not sure what Sal is to me though.. hmmmm.. but yea! hahahaha. Hadi is so stupid, cause he keeps flicking me and it gets to the point where it actually REALLY hurts. yup, little brother indeed. :p i still can't believe i'm older than most of the malay boys in my class! except Taqim and Ziman that is.. but the others! muahahahahaha, i can boss them around all i waaaanttt. >:)

Binoy wasn't there again for D Maths, and the guys thought it would be fun to have a hand wrestling competition like thinger in class, and ofcourse, big man Devin emerged champion, and the fun was cut short cause Binoy came back. we didn't study though so we just killed time by chickaing while waiting for the bell. :)

***

the first round of debate went pretty well for our school. we won with 3 -0 votes and Iza got best speaker. WOOOOOOOOTS. i saw Nazurah there, and she wasted no time in telling her friends that i'm Danial's girlfriend. bitch. :p i also saw Bahzi, who so cutely and randomly said he missed me (HAHAHA!), Kit Siang, Ahnaf and Nerissa Yap. :)

after debate, Miss Yin lanja-ed Iza, Niks, Ella, Sui Lan and i to Ayamku. again, AWETHOMEE TEACHEWW! :D

***

so yea, i think it's best if i get back to burrying my head in the books before i start freaking out over not studying enough.. when it's my fault in the first place. PFFTTTT.

***

STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID FISH BONE! IT'S MAKING ME VEEERRRRYYYYYYYY ANGRYYYYY! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRR. I'M NEVER EATING FISH FOR THE REST OF MY LIFEEEEEEEE!

..okay maybe i will, but i'm SURE AS HELL gonna be VERY careful the next time i do! -.-

***

KBYE!

i heart boyfriend. :)

-27

when life gives you lemons..

2009-05-20T14:08:00.001+08:00

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

since i haven't been blogging that often lately, i figured i'd make up for it by summing up what's been going on with these gaaaaazillionnnnn pictures i collected on various occasions throughout the month of May.

enjoy!

before going to Iza's place for her post-birthday makanmakan.

gila man, i'm so brown. :(

at Iza's. Fie and Timsy.

Fie and Ven.

SGS loviesssss. :)

one of the stayback-days. :)

hahahahahaha.

Mel and Chi..

Mel and Fie! .. and Chi in the middle, incase you didn't notice. :p

i know what you people are thinking and DUUUDE NO. he was looking at his PHONE, nothing else! :p

the Little Miss that the BFFFFFyeayeayeayeayea got for me! :D

in the ex-Blondie (now Brownie!)'s car, on the way to JIS that.. day. :p

it was HOTTTTTTTTT! literally.

HAHAHAHA. Barry and Bryan coincidentally wearing the same boxers.

with Siew Hui!

yeayerrrrrrrrrrr.

score Girls. :D

Mel and Joel.

SGS had the 27. :)

Mel and i are actually in that picture too. :p

waiting for the carrrr.

another stayback dayyy.

with Teacher White! :D

Teacher White and Boyfriend.

Girlfriend and Boyfriend! :D

..i forgot what day this was, but that's Joel wearing Ella's skirt.

last Friday, when i went over to Kat's to have a KARS day. :)

last Saturday, when Iza came over and the bfffffffyeayeayeayeayea Sleptover to "drown her sorrows away". :p

and drown her sorrows, she did! ..literaaally! HAHAHAHAHA.

the make-up artist..

and the victims. :p

HAHAHAHA i find this picture REALLY funny. :p

because the eyes always give us away. ;)

sober-inggg.

Sunday night.. i got bored. :)

anddd thissssss, is for ze Boyfie. my MR. PERFECT! <3>

***

i PROMISE i'll blog properly.. next time. exams are on SATURDAY and i haven't even picked up a book yet.

OOOOPSIE. :)

***

-27.

MOJO JOJO!

2009-05-13T22:03:00.000+08:00

so apprently, my last post was the 8th of May?

OOOOOOOOOOOOOPS. haha. i didn't even notice yaknoooo.. life's been getting the best of me and i'm loving every single bit of it! ;)

but before i go into detail, lemme just say that my baby KRIS ALLEN DID SO GOOOOOOOOD IN HIS 2ND PERFORMANCEEEEEEEEE! Heartless on acoustic? IT'S CRAAAAAAAZY! craaayz good that is. :p sucks that Adam's gonna win anyways.. douchefag.

***

SO! what's been going on with me lately.. hmmmm.. school's been pretty awesome lately. not the studies though, the people. it's always about the people. ;) we came up with nicknames for ourselves taken from the villains of the PowerPuffGirls..

i am.. MOJO JOJO! :D
Angela is.. PRINCESS! 0.0 :p
Rayhan is.. RRB - PINK! (Rowdy Ruff Boy)
Sal is.. RRB - BLUE!
Hadi is.. RRB - GREEN!
Ziman is.. THE BOOGIEMAN!
Zulfadli is.. FUZZY LUMPKINS! :p :p :p
and Farman is.. HIMMM! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

yes, we are random like that. :D

***

the after-school activities have been hella funn too, but hella stressing at the same time. we've been practising for the whole drama club concert thing EVERYDAY now, yet we're only done with 4/5 out of the i-dont-know-how-many songs we're doing. BUT! the moves are still daaayummm haaaaatt, and the dance is only in July, so we still have looootsa time. :D

the good thing about the practices though, is that it allows me to spend loooooootsa time with Mr Rainbowwwww, and it's always better when we're together (8), yaknoyakno. :) and today was no exception! :D today was actually the FUNNNNNEST practice day evurrrrr, because i was very the high for some reason. hahaha. and NO, it was NOT the RBS. i'm not drinking RBS anymore cause Mr Rainbow says it bad for me.. (shows tongue behind his back..) HAHA. joking sayang. :) but i really DID have fun today.. i taught him how to dance. ;) but the sucky part happened when i came home though.. stupid boy on stupid facebook that sent me that stupid message! AKILLYEW!

..not. :)

***

we actually went to JIS yesterday to watch the SMS vs SGS match, and i got to see SIEW! and HAZIM! and MINA! AND ALL THEM OTHER SMS-ERS AND JIS-ERS! hahahahah. but the ride there was NOT AT ALL PLEASANT! well what do you expect when you cram 7 teenagers + 1 teacher into a 5 seater vehicle? HAHAHA. it was me, Brandon, Mel, Ven and Gel and the back with Gee and Bryan in the front and Miss Jolene at the wheel. it was so scary laah! the car couldn't move as fast as it was meant to and there were freaking cops all over the place! HAHAHAHAHAHA. but yea, we eventually made it to JIS, and because i had lotsa sips of RBS (RED BULL SUSU!), i was daaaammmnn high laaa! especially with Brandon.. we were craazy! hahahaha. but it was worse for Joel because he was playing and so was crazy ON the court! that freak went spinning on his ass on the court after missing a shot. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. so silly! the unders got totally sayur-ed by them, but the aboves made up for it by beating them 45 - 24. WOOOOOOOOTS.

***

I SUPER LOVE MY BFFFFFYEAYEAYEAYEA BECAUSE SHE GOT ME A LITTLE MISS (FICKLE) SHIRT! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY. :D

***

so Kat's leaving. AGAIN. the schoools waaa.. dont wanna accept her. BOOHOO. she's leaving like.. next next week already so we be hanging out with her and Chelle on Friday. :)

speaking of next next week.. MID YEAR'S ARE STARTING ON THE 23RD. and that's not the best part.. MY DEBATE IS ON THE EXACT SAME DATE! pookima. i have to study like a madwoman for next week (seeing as my studies are going quite horribly at the mo..) and train for debate at the same time. cilaka. THIS AINT COOO. :( curses.

***

my mummy finished my Ceres Medley of Fruits juice and now i'm stuck with dirnking some other type of orange juice that's sour. ick.

***

zomg. i have to pee. TEEHEE.

till next time! :D

BOYYYYYYYYYYFRIENDDDDD! (L) (L) (L)

-27.

Danial Idris.

2009-05-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

Sayang sayang sayangg.. you're so silly.

you're so silly for buying a dst line just so i don't have to use up that much credit when i message you.
you're so silly for kusut-ing for a WHOLE week in school just because i wasn't there.

you're so silly for feeling bad whenever you tell me you'd come early to school, but don't in the end. and also that time you called me fat. hahaha.

you're so silly for getting me credit even though i didn't ask just so i can message you more.

you're so silly for hating your motorola phone just because it can't keep as many messages as mine can. (HA-HA.)

you're so silly for worrying so much whenever i tell you i have a headache or if i stay up too late.

you're so silly for thinking you're a bad kisser, when clearly.. you're not. ;)

you're so silly for sacrificing your time with your friends during break so you can be with me instead.

you're so silly for staying back almost everytime i stayback just so you can spend time with me.

you're so silly for being so scared of my dad, when as you already know, there was nothing to be scared about.

you're so silly for putting yourself down because you can't play the guitar, and so can't serenade me the way Hafiz does to Mel.

you're so silly for jumping out of the window just now cause you didn't want people to be suspicious as to why we were in the class together.. even though their probable suspicions were practically right. :p

and most of all, you're so silly for thinking you couldn't have me in the first place, to the point where you actually spilt tears from your eyes because you were THAT upset.

but sayang.. this sillyness of yours is what makes me love you all the moreeee! you ALWAYS know the sweetest things to say to me, and even though they may be "brokeded" at times, they're still the nicest and most incredible things ANYONE has ever said about me. you love me and accept me for who and what i am and you're surprisingly oblivious to the millions of flaws i have. even though i can be soooo annoying and hyper at times, you're still soooo patient with me.. it's just craaazy! with you, i'm not afraid to let out the ME inside because you wouldn't mind. you'd just think it's cute.. the you way you think EVERYTHING i do is cute. hahaha. :) whenever i'm in your arms, it's like time is standing still and we're the only two people not affected by it. it just feels so comfortable, that i always dread having to let you go. sigh.. no one has everrr loved me as much as you do sayang, and it's getting to the point where i don't think anyone else ever will. Sayang, i'm not amazing.. YOU are. and i'm just sooooooooooooooooooo lucky to have you in my life. i don't care what people think sayang, but i want the wholee world to know that, I LOVE YOU DANIAL IDRIS.. and i be loving you long time! ;)

hahahaha i know you don't like this picture but I LOVE IT! you're so cute bah sayang, and i want everyone to see just how cute you can be. ;) 4th May 2009! <333

and i looooove geram-ing you laaah! :D but you're so putih.. it's not fair. :( HAHAHAHA. but i still love you! :)

***

sigh. i just love my boyfriend.. and my boyfriend loves me! :D

how am i so sure? well, cause of THIS. :o)

***

milo calls. :)

did i mention i love my boyfriend? cause i really doooooo.. :)

-27.

hot demn cicakman!

2009-05-06T20:56:00.001+08:00

one of the most unexpected things happened in school this week..

FORM 4B GOT AWARDED THE BEST CLASS FOR THE MONTH OF APRIL! WOOOOOOOO. we were tied with 3B, but who cares? WE STILL GOT PART OF IT! :D

so shocking lah! OURRRR class wahh.. our IMMATURE, almost always DIRTY, never without a late comer (stupid nimat! :p), SUPER STUBBORN class.. THE BEST CLASS! HAHAHAHAH. LOVETTT~ Form 4B is like.. THE awesomest class everrr! wootwoot. :)

***

our school drama club is hosting this.. 3 part concert, consisting of one day of dancing and two days of band-ing, to raise money to buy stuff for our actual drama. all the cheersquad leaders during sportsday were sorta put in charge for THIS dance, and today was our first practice. at first, it was all pure messing around, but towards the end of the day, SOME progress was made, thanks to the "Orang Putih" (me) and the "Orang Cina" (Bryan). HAHAHAHA. :p and just so yaknow, the steps so far are pretty DOPE, so you SGSers better ikuts! the more the merrier. ;D

the cool part of this whole concert thing is that we're open to letting people from other schools participate in any of the categories of their choice, so if any of you non-SGSers feel like participating, don't hesitate and let me know! just drop a tag on my tagbox, grab a bunch of people and prepare a dance number / songs to jam. the dance-day and one of the band-days are on be sometime before the holidays, and the second band-day is gonna be after. so yeaa.. non-SGSers are invited aswell (but ofcourse, at a price..) so COME COME COME! it's (HOPEFULLY) gonnnn be goooooooood. :)

***

so apprently, i've grown chubbier. and though no one (except Mr. Rainbow! :p) admits it, but i KNOW i've grown fatter. hahahahah. fooood is just.. so good. :p

***

AUMG. the bfffffffyeayeayeayeayea is off to KK till the end of the week and IM GONNN MISS HERRRRRRR! :( it's good enough i didnt get to see her for a whole week last week, and now SHE's the one that isn't gonna be around this week. :( ITS GONNA BE SO BORING LA! and it's also gonna be so weird without her around during the upcoming practices.. but ichokeyyyy! (haha saaaaayang! :p) time seems to be flying pretty fast lately, so Sunday's gonna come by in a flash! and HOPEFULLY, she'll get me things cause she loves me that much. :)

speaking of Sunday, IT'S MOTHER'S DAYY! and coincidentally, that's when MY mother's coming back from Phillyyyyyyy. well she's actually coming back on Saturday (HER BIRTHDAY!) midnight, but it's technically Sunday already right? :p so eeeyeaaaa. i've been missing her alot lately laaaaa, so i can't wait for Sundayyyy. and i also can't wait for the Philly goodiesss. TEEHEE.

***

me thinks me's gonna go make meself a nice cup of milo and end the day with the hula hoop. yes, it's THAT addictive. ;D

*i love my boyfriend! :)

-27.

kiss me through the phone~

2009-05-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was awesome.
Saturday was awesomer.
But today was the AWESOMEST. :D

***

first day back at school, and i felt oh-so-loved! with all the "HEY SAR! YOUR BACK!" 's and the "How're you feeling now?" 's and most especially the "You don't even look like you had chickenpox" 's. :) but the best part of it all is that i got to skip almost all my classes and have fun with my Yellow IC-ed mates in Seria.

we may have been cramped in ONE bus along with 40 other PDS students, but the pictures definitely made up for all the sangal-ness. they're all up on facebook and they're damn hot! HAHAHAH. but the talk itself.. dead boring lah. we pretty much vained our asses off, and the proof is well.. yea. all on facebook. :)

***

tasek for the first time in a week was by far.. THE BEST TASEK OUTING EVERRRR.

-Why?

..beeecauseee i was with my Sayang the wholeeee way and well.. you don't need to know the rest. ;)

***

it's 10, and i think i shall go hula for a bit. :)

*4TH MAY 2009; i love you Danial Idris. :)

-27.

8-legged freaks.

2009-05-01T11:16:00.000+08:00

OHMAGA, THE WORST HAS HAPPENEDDDD!

..THERE IS A FRIKKIN FAMILY OF SPIDERS LIVING IN MY NANE'S BATHROOM! :( :( :( this really really really SUCKS. spiders are like.. THE most creepy and ICKY creatures to have ever crawled on the face of the earth.. and there's a whole family of them living in the bathroom i bathe in! GRR. well i didn't see them pulang, but my sister did and that's enough for me to never step foot in that bathroom past 11 at night. (cause they come out at night so eeeyeaa)

AHAYTET! :(

***

on a brighter note, my poxies are getting better! but daddy still doesn't think it's good enough for me to go school tomorrow, so i'll be back on Monday sjaaa. :( OHWELL. it's just a few days away anyway, it'll pass by like a flash. ;D as for the scars.. they're there alright! hahahaha. how can you expect me, queen of peeling/scratching/all-things-to-do-with-skin-removing-from-the-body to nott scratch or peel? it's like.. telling Allen Iverson he can't play basketball cause he might get blacker.. HAHAHAHAHA! i don't know if there's any relevance in that but whatever! HAHA.

see what staying home has done to me? it's driven me to the brink of insanityyyyyy! haahaahaahaa. :p

***

ANYWAY. it's May already people! WOOOOOOOOO. that was pretty quick eh?! like.. REALLY QUICK! and aung, mid year exams are in a few weeks timeeee! EEK EEK EEK EEEK. but then again, June holidays are right after that and it's gonn be fuuuuuunnnnn. retreats, FOPs, jalanings, sleepovers.. ME KENOT WAIT!

okay, i'm getting waaaaaaay ahead of myself. i still have a whole month to go through before i get to enjoy my June. :)

***

i'm starting to really miss Rayhan all of a sudden.. HAHAHAHAHA. i know, random! but like.. i'm used to sitting through his hilariouss nonsense in class and like.. for 5 days already don't have and.. rindu lah! hahaha. i miss Sal aswell! him and his super yellowmindedness and his yellow jokes. and i especially miss staring at thim and freaking him out in the process.. hahaha. that ninja turtle.. :p and ofcourseee, i miss Hadi aswell! hahahaha. but what i don't miss is him pulling my hair out strand by strand.. grr.

AND I MISS GEL! AUMG. AND FARMAN! AND MUSHY! AND NIMATHHH AND AND .. EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN FORM 4B! ANDAND MOST OF THE PEOPLE IN 4A AND A HANDFUL OF 5A & 5B PIPOL! :(

but more importantly, I MISS MY BFFFFFFFFYEAYEAYEAYEAYEAYEAYEAYEA! :'( :'( :'( buuuuuu, isokey, me gon see er and them tomorrow. :D

and ofcourse.. i miss my shaaaaayannnnggggg very the many toooooooooooo. :)

I CANT WAIT FOR MONNNNDAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!!!! :D :D :D cause yea, we be having a "fieldtrip" to BSP to listen to this scholarship talk, and i'll be with them Malay boys cause it's only for Yellow ICs. MUAHAHA. be jealous, Gel. >:)

***

LUNCHTIME!

Pros & Cons.

2009-04-30T16:23:00.001+08:00

because i am absolutely bored out of my wits and the hula-hoop can only keep me occupied for oh-so-long, i have come up with a list of Pros and Cons of my current "quarintine" here at home.

PROS.

I don't have to sit through the usual 10 periods of Maths for the whole week.
I don't have to see Binoy's face for the whole week.
I don't have to constantly keep an eye out for Mr Eugene when my hair isn't tied.
I can wake up at whatever time i please.
I can sleep at whatever time i please.
I get to catch up lost sleep.
I get bored often, and so use working out as an excuse to kill the boredom.
I practically own the tv now. except from 11-12.. and 3-4.
I'm out of the sun.

CONS.

I MISS MY CLASSMATES and SCHOOLMATES LIKE CRAAAAAZY!
I've missed out on ALOTTT of schoolwork, which sucks cause Mid Year Exams are right round the corner.
No English lessons. :(
I had to miss Iza's birthday. :(
Despite the workout, i've been eating like there's no tomorrow.
There's food everywhere.
All this tv CAN'T be good for my eyes.
I'm constantly bored.
I get fed up of the internet.
When i'm not eating or watching tv, i'm sleeping.
I may have just gotten a wee bit dumber. - evidence? i'm not sure if that was the right spelling of quarintine.
Did i mention i miss my classmates?
aaaaaaand, I missssssssss my Rainbowwwwwwwww. :(:(:(

to conclude.. I MISS SCHOOL AND I WANNA GO BACK NAAAAAOOOOOO!

...but i can't. :(

SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHHHHH.

-27.

TASEKKY!

2009-04-30T14:05:00.000+08:00

30th March.

and you see why i need the workout. :p

STAIE. haha.

legggggssss~

PRETTTTYYYY!

Swing swing swing from the tangles off... (8)

haha pacute! ;D

can you say, EMO?! :p

2nd April!

EEEYEEEAAAA, HOTSTUFFFFF! ;D

haahaahaahaaa. :p

Minatits!

Mel and Joel Mraz. :p

Monkey Bar-Boy #1!

Monkey bar-boy #2!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!

again, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!

Monkey Bar people!

11th April; with Kaaaaaat!

with Gellieebeaaaan. HAHA. :p

KAS. wala si Chelle. :(

***

RAWR I MISS TASEK! next Monday, I'M SO THEREEEE! :p

-27.

thupid chicky pockthy. -.-

2009-04-29T10:47:00.000+08:00

it's 10.30 on a Wednesday morning, and the students of Form 4B are having A Maths now.. HAHA, SUCKAAAAAAAAAAAS! i may be bored, but not bored enough to wanna sit through 2 Binoy filled periods, that's for sure! hahaa. but who am i kidding.. come next week and it's gonna be the same fate for me. pfffffftttttttt. hate Maths. -.-

***

aumg, it's like.. someone's birthday today! EEKEEKEEKEEK. hahahaha.

HAAAAAAAAPPYYYY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY NURHAFIZAH YATI BTE. NOORHAIZAMDIN! (i got right this time, din't i? ;D) sucks that i can't be in school to celebrate it witchuuu cause i knowww how much you're missing me (especially during Computer!) but i'll make it up to you if you have anything hanneninngg over the weekend. i'm willing to screw the pox for you Za, you better take that into account! HAHAHA. hope you have a good one lovie! LOVEYAAA! :D

***

RAWRRR i'm really hating on the chicky poxy right now. (HAHAHAHA MEL MEL..) not only is it refraining me from going to school and seeing my lovies, but it's also refraining me from stepping out of the house and EATING WHAT I WANNA EAT! and and AND! bathing! MOTHEREFF. my mom got so pissed when she found out that i washed my hair.. my hair was suuuuuuuper oily okay, and i couldn't tahan it anymore so.. i washed it. result? NOTHINGGG OSO! pfft. i'm so kusut laaa.. I WANNA GO TO THE AIRPORTTTTTTTTTT. :(

***

i just realized i still have a lot of pending school work i didn't get to finish last week.. and i better get started before i have to do THIS WEEK's load that's waiting for me when i get back.

pictures up later. :)

*I MISS RAINBOWWWWWWWWWWWW! :(

-27.

How you like me now!

2009-04-28T22:36:00.003+08:00

yea, so the blogger is kinda laggy right now, so i just decided on one picture. one PRETTY picture that is.. HEEHEEHEEHEE. i haven't been properly online in a while okay, i deserve a moment of perasan-ness cause you gotta admit.. this is a pretty awesome picture, ain't it? HAHAHAH. :D

-27.

ohmaga, it's back again~

2009-04-28T22:34:00.001+08:00

GUESS WHO'S FINALLY GOT THE INTERNET BACK IN HER OLD LAPPYYY..

...yea tha's right ; ME.

i don't know what Roger did to the lappy, but whatever it was.. IT DEFINITELY WORKED! the only problem though is that my windows messenger doesn't wanna sign in.. but ohwell! i still have my phone for that anyway. :) but YAY! now i can facebook properly. hahaha.

***

so it's been two days since my leave from school, and so far so good. the boredom hasn't kicked in yet though.. and i have Mr Rainbow to thank for that. :) i've become awfully ugly though.. LITERALLY. what with the spots and the sunburn.. plus the cream i have to put smells just horrible.. buuuuuuuuuuut, i'm not complaining. if it gets me out of having to sit through 8 periods of pure boredom then what the hey! it's the before classes and after classes that i miss though.. and breaktimes! especially breaktimes. AND AUMG, MY CLASSMATESSSS! I MISS THOSE FREAKS LIKE CRAZY LAAAAA! :(:(:(

dude, i've never been away from school for this long! this is so weirdddddd. :S

but ithokeyy.. 5 MORE DAYS! :)

***

mommy's off to Philly tomorrow and i'm sad cause i can't go to the airport. :( DAMN THESE POX. :( i miss going outdoors laaaaa. the last time i went out of the house was like on Sunday. THAT'S TWO DAYS AGO MAN. this really blows.. and i'm starting to itch again. ROARRRRR.

***

i think i'm getting fat again. well no surprises there, since i'm like home all day everyday. -.- i need to go tasek like SOON. it's been since foreveeeerrrrr laaaa. and oh, i miss Sports Day tewwww! especially the days that led up to it. the cheerleading practices, the trainings, THAT Thursday *winkwinkwinkwinkwinkwinkwink*.. i miss it all! and to think that next year, the Form 5s this year wont be there, and us present Form 4s are gonna be the seniorseniors! EEEEK. okay, bad idea to reminisce.

***

men, i've really gotten BAD at this blogging thing. HAHA.

***

did i mention that we had our first cotillion practice last Friday? it was actually pretty fun, and we even managed to finish the whole song already! YAY! my partner was REALLY shy though.. to the point where he didn't even want to look at me! hahhahah. but luckily he got over it, and we is kawans now kaliaaaaah~ woooooooo! go red team! HAHAHA. can't wait for the next practice. :)

***

mmmkaaaay, i'mma stop for now. i might upload pictures after this, but then again i might not. HAHA. depends on the mood wah. :)

bah. BYE!

-27.

Down with the pox.

2009-04-26T14:14:00.000+08:00

so i'm home on a Sunday afternoon, blogging. notice what's wrong with the picture?

well, i'm not supposed to be home. i'm supposed to be at church, learning more about my faith so that i'll be ready to be confirmed by the end of the year.. but NOOOOOOOO. i'm not there. i'm here.. suffering

FROM FRIKKIN CHICKEN POX!!!!! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD.

this really really really sucks. like.. REALLY REALLY REALLLYYYY SUCKS! not only do i have to stay at home for like a whole week without bathing, but i'll also have to miss having fun at school, shopping for our projects and most of all.. Mr. Rainbow. :(

speaking of that, i've moved on. and i'm falling again.. ;)

BUT ANYYYWAYYYYY..

Sports Day was yesterday, and we came in Third again. :D we were pretty okay with it lah, cause we got our Team Spirit Award as usual! WOOOOO 5 YEARS RUNNINGGG~ Green House got 1st as expected, Blue came in second and Yellow.. last. hahaha. and oh, cheerleading went super well! .. except for the part when Chaddy fell off the pyramid. :S but! she's okaaaay now, Thank God. :) i went off to Kat's new place after Kebajikan with Gel and just chilled till i went home about 3.

all in all, it was a really fun Sports Day, even though i spent most of the time on the field just chilling out with Kat and The Rainbow. :) i'm just reallly glad that the cheerleaders did absolutely FANTASTIC, and we got what we wanted. :D woooo, im gonna start getting ready for next year! HAHAHA.

***

as it turns out, there actually IS internet here. but MY laptop doesn't seem to want to detect it, so i have to use my brother's laptop if i wanna go online.. and doesn't happen quite often, seeing as he's almost ALWAYS on the lappy if he's home.. but OHWELL. i've gotten used to it anyway. my PHONE is my life now.. if more ways than one. ;)

***

omg.. i suck at blogging now. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK.

***

so classmates/schoolmates! don't be expecting me at school for a few days cause i wont be cominggggg.. (A) NO MATHS, NO MATHS NO MATHS... hahahahaha. :P

***

ARGGGHHHHH IM ITCHING SOOOOOOOO BAD RIGHT NOW. :'( :'( :'(

***

off to the doctor!

-27.

motherrrrrrr!

2009-04-23T07:30:00.002+08:00

we're FINALLY having a free period right now after a looonnngg time (which explains the lack of updates) and i would blog but.. i'm not gonna..

LAZY BAAAAAAAAA! (A)

next time lah, next time. :)

*SPORTS DAY IS IN 2 DAYS! HOLY CRAPBAGGGGGG! wish me luck with cheerleading peopleee! andddd team spiritttt. ;D

-27.

cause I be rocking that thanggg~

2009-04-14T10:08:00.003+08:00

happy, people (you know who you are!)? I'M BLOGGING! haha. if i get scolded for this by Miss Beth, i'm blaming you mothereffers. hahahaha. joking. :) - ofcourse, i'm not joking. mwahaha.

***

things have beeeen.. quite hectic actually. what with cheerleading, school rubbish, contillion dancing, taseking (whenever i get the chance that is. stupid gloomy weather we've been having lately. -.-) and yeaaa, all that shizz. it's been fun actually, everything except the school part that is. :)

***

so last week was Holy Week, and let me tell you.. i was not Holy one bit! HAHAHA. i kept swearing like a sailor, gossiping about them bitches and hoes, eating like there was no tomorrow and .. yea! basically all things that oppose Holy Week. horrible eh? i felt horrible tooooo. SERIOUISLY horrible! but ohwell! there's always next yearr. :p

***

OOH OOH OOH! there has been one HUGE update since my lack of posting, and that is.. KATHRINE ROSE O. VELASQUEZ'S RETURN TO BRUNEI FOR GOOOOOOOOOD! wooooooooooo! i was so freaking happy when i saw her in the library taking the test man! i didn't realize how much i missed her. hahaha. but yeaa, SHE'S BACK! and i hope she'll be able to pass the tests so she can come back to studying here and everything can go back to normal, JUST LIKE BEFORE. WEEEEEEEEE. :)

***

i miss Richelle. :( i haven't seen that skinny skank in foreverrrr! (and i say that with love. hahahahaa. don't hate me Chelle. :D) WOMAN IF YOU'RE READING THIS, WE NEED TO CATCH UP VERY THE SOON! next week perhaps? MESSAGE MEEEEEEEE!

***

school has been.. so-so. i get Bio, i get Physics, i get Chem, i love English, i get BM (surprisingly), i don't give a crap about MIB, i enjoy the secret internet during computer, i detest A Maths and i've stopped trying with D Maths. ho hummmm..

***

i am inlove with the song Rockin' That Thang by The Dream. it's FRIKKING AWESOME. :D

***

that's about it i guess? my mind's in a blank here and our Database work is making me all magulo. HAHA.

Till next time, lovies!

-27.

Knock Knock.

2009-04-11T07:46:00.003+08:00

HEY! i'm still alive. :)

and guess what? I DON'T MISS THE INTERNET!

Yay me. :D

-27.

i are back!

2009-04-04T07:31:00.005+08:00

..for an hour. :p

OMG, you have no idea how much i missed the internet! but surprisingly, i haven't been complaining thaaaat much about it. well i guess i wouldn't be as not-crazy about not having internet if i didn't have my phone. :p

speaking of my phone, IT'S GONE RETARDO! it won't freaking tell me if i have a new message, so i have to constantly check my inbox for new messages. gosh, it's like from one problem to the next. -.- so people, if you message me but don't receive a reply till like 2 hours later, don't blame me. IT'S THE PHONEEEEE!

***

my days have been uber productive lately. oh yea, bowling that day was super fun.. for them, because they hardly had any gutters.. unlike me. hahahaa. i had so many gutterballs that i am now officially THE Guttergirl. (Y) after bowling, we went to the arcade in Seri and arcaded till it was time to go. :)

the days after that, was filled with tasek, tasek and MORE tasek. hahahahaha. but seriously though! i've been going everyday since Wednesday with them people, thus making me very tired come night-time so i don't even think about using the internet because our homeworks have been off the chain! banyak wah. especially Maths.. FREAKING MATHS.

we're learning the Factor and Remainder Theorem not for A maths and it's driving me elpocoloco. at least the new topic for D Maths is super easy.

the other subjects.. okay okay laaaa. i've lost my super interest in Bio though, because plant nutrition is just so boring! and for Chem, i don't get a word Miss Priya says in class, because she says TOO MUCH so it's all just a bundle of BLAAAAHHHH. i get very tempted to sleep everytime Chem period comes along.

but atleast i MIGHT not have to go for chem, because we have this debate thinger after break in Form 5B. it's me, Farmy (aka Farman) and Swee Lan (mothertrucker. -.-) agaisnt Iza, Nikita and Ella. and shit, i'm so not ready. i haven't even finished my speech! and what if they POI me? ARRGHHH. i'm just gonna wing my way through it man. teeheeeee. x)

***

oh, would you look at the time! i've gots to goooo. blog ya'll in a couple of days.. i hope. ;D

***

and .. Iza. :p

happy Mina? i updated. :)

-27.

crazy underwear, creeping up my butt.

2009-03-31T10:17:00.003+08:00

you know what sucks? DO YOU KNOW WHAT SUCKS?!

having internet, but actually NOT having internet, THAT'S WHAT SUCKS!

the connection APPEARS to be okay, but when i try opening up Windows Explorer (yes, i am THAT oldschool, that i don't use mozilla like everyone else) or signing into MSN, it doesn't work. :( RAWR. thank God for computer classes though.

but aaaaaanywayy..

day 1 of Term 2 started yesterday, and it was not as chirpy as i expected it to be. infact, it was quite the opposite. i had a HORRIBLE morning at school that day. from the absolutely depressing results to the sudden feel of nostalgia out of nowhere. it was bad. i felt bad. EVERYTHING WAS JUST BAD! but being the MAN that he is, Dan talked to me and got me feeling a weeeeeeee bit better. terims Danny boy! :D

that evening, i went to tasekwith the bffffffyeayeayeayea and we had fuuuuuun. soaking our feet in the water, swinging like monkeys and vaining like absolute bitches. just like how any normal bfffyeayea day should be. ;D

***

i is be goweng bowling latur with them peeeps, and even though i'm no bowler it's still bound to be FUUUUUNNNNNN. daddio isn't too happy about it though, what with my results being terrible and all but.. WHATEVS. it's just assesments anywayyyy/ -.-

***

i would very much like to watch the Fast and the Furious 4. and the Race to Witch Mountain, AND Watchmen, despite the nudity. I NEED TO GO OUT.

***

i just realized that not once did i go to Gadong during the holidays. YAY ME. :D

***

Mel is laughing like a freak next door, and my tummy is acting up. :S

time to go.

-27.

Anoope Fedora!

2009-03-29T00:54:00.000+08:00

is it just me, or has this holiday been frikkin awesome or what? :D

i've been so busy this holiday, that i don't even remember the last time i spent an afternoon at home. first it was Famine, then one day break (ohhhh, that was the last time i spent an afternoon at home! roight..) thennn the retreat, then straight to the sleepover the next day, then church tadaay. and mygod, I'M BEAT! but i guess i shouldn't complain cause it was my choice to stay online rather than to go bed at this time, so *zips mouth*. :)

but mannn, the sleepover was so funnnn LAH! it started out with me and the bff at yayasan, then off to Siew's place, where we were joined by Mel N and Brandy. but before that, i have a story about yayasan! :p

so we were in the elevator going up to Sports Centre right, and we wanted to take pictures. sadly, my phone was lagging so we had to go down again to take the picture. skaliee, there were these three dudes that came in the elevator and they laughed at our stupidity. hahahahha. so yeaa.. there we were, checking out the stuff and we notice that the guys kept sorta following us.. but we put that aside cause it's typical of guys to do that aint it? hahahaha. STAIE. :p anyhooots, we went down to the electrical appliance place, and the guys were still there and they came up to us! surprisingly, they were NOT perverted at all and were actually quite friendly, and super funny! so yeaa, we made small talk and they followed us around right till we got into the car. well i was kinda okay with it at first.. but now i realize that it's really creepy. the guy added me online and well.. let's just say that his nick was creepy enough to cause me to block him. :x

ANYWAYYYY. the sleepover! it was so craaazy laaah! from the awesome dinner, to the insane workout, to the truth or truth game, to the midnight snacking + gossiping, to the 3 am makeup session, to the 5am pillow fight and finally to bed at 6 in the morning. JUST CRAZY! hahaha. but the workout was so intense man. this Siew laaah! run away saajaaa. AP banar. HAHAHA. *inside joke* love you Siew! :)

we got up at 1 the next day, and basically just bummed around while waiting for our rides. i left at 5 and went straight to Lumut for Sam's pre-birthday party, and Alai Faris was tooo cute, yet again. :p

***

today was just like any other Saturday, but in a way, it was different aswell. it was same in the sense that we had same old band and i went to Manny's place, but it was different cause there were 9 of us at his place. it was.. Brandy, Jovs, Mel, Kath, Jackie, JB, JM, me and Manny ofcors over there, and we spent most of our time at the view. for some reason, it was extra pretty today. :)

***

so Earth Hour was fun just now. :D i'm sure i don't need to explain what it is, cause you guys are pretty smart and i'm sure you're all for saving the Earth right? except Nigel though. hahaha. anyhoooooots.. i was dinner actually, when it started, but we went off to Orchid Garden to check out some bags sale thingy at around 9.15, and it was sooo cooooooool! the hotel was supporting Earth day aswell, so all the lights were off, and there were tons of candles everywhere! and we all know how much of a sucker i am for candles now, don't we? ;D so yea, it was reaallly pretty! but when we got up to the 6th floor, it was scary cause it was almost pitch dark, :S goodthing there was still light at the exhibition thingerrr. x)

***

gaaaaaah. school's right around the corner! technically, it's tomorrow and the thought just makes me sadddd. :( i've been having such an awesome holiday and it sucks to know that it's coming to an end. and the fact that i'm gonna have to face the results right at the start of school! FAAAAAK. i didn't do well during my assesments AT ALL, so i'm so NOT looking forward to seeing them. :S and plus.. i'll be so busy! what with cheerleading, red house crap and debate! and shit, that reminds me! i still have my debate homework to dooooo! NOOOOOOOOOOOO. :(

but most of all.. i'm looking forward to school because of one particular person. RAWRR. he is sooooo going on the top of my list. and that list ain't a place you'd wanna be on. >:(

***

so i've FINALLLY started reading Twilight, but i'm having no fun at all. why? because i borrowed the book from Mel and she's got me freaking out about NOT bending the middle part thinger. so like, i have to shut the book after just a page or two to make sure that it doesn't bend, but i don't see the point cause you can't actually stop the book from bending cause that's the way it is! so yea. i might just give it back to her cause reading is supposedta be fun, but reading like this.. not so much. -.-

***

okay so like, it's almost 1 and i have to get up for mass in the morning ALONE so i best be off to bed. :)

i hope "tomorrow" jadi's! :D

-27.

For the smile on my face.

2009-03-28T02:04:00.000+08:00

Thank you Lord, for what you've done for me
Thank you Lord, for what you're doing now
Thank you Lord, for every little thing
Thank you Lord, for you made me sing

Said i'm in no competition
But i have made my decision
You can keep your opinion
I'm just calling on the wise man's communion

Thank you Lord, for what you've done for me
Thank you Lord, for what you're doing now
Thank you Lord, for everything little thing
Thank you Lord, for you made me sing

Sing along, sing along

I don't fear their oppression
Just to proove my determination
I don't yeild to temtation
I have learnt my lesson in Revelation

Thank you Lord, for what you've done for me
Thank you Lord, for what you're doing now
Thank you Lord, for every little thing
Thank you Lord, for you made me sing

Sing along, sing along

Say i'm in no competition
But i have made my decision
Lord, in my simple way
Comin', comin', comin', comin'
I love to pray

Thank you Lord, for what you've done for me
Thank you Lord, for what you're doing now
Thank you Lord, for every little thing
Thank you Lord, for you made me sing

Wisdom!

2009-03-25T20:59:00.000+08:00

in z vaaaaaan.

repleksion.

Melamar. x)

the Bandar chickas!

and agaaaaaain.

wazzzaaaaapppppp.

yeaaaayerr.

L O V E

L O V E take 2. :D

POUT.

and our phones were taken away after this. :(

after getting our phones back. :)

just a little proof that Eugine is infact, gay. HAHAHA kidding. :)

***

I ARE BACKKKKKKK! and man, did i have a good time or whattt! :D

the retreat was just as i expected; CRAZY funn and super bondinggg! wooooooots. seriously though, it was quite the experience, and for once, i actually "took home" the things i learned from the retreat. :)

i was put into group "Wisdom", along with Maneya (injured girl!), Eugine (is gay), Basil (again), Joel (the tiny one) and Maria (super quiet one) , with Tita Pressy as our facilitator. i was pretty happy with my group cause we were pretty tight with each other and our discussions were totally whackk. and despite the grouch (at times) that she is, i'm actually glad that Tita Pressy was our facilitator cause her "evaluations" on our discussions was pretty meaningful and i plan on taking them to heart. :D

so yeaaaa. the sessions were quite interesting and touching - especially the "Overcoming Limitations" session with Father Robert. i may have been falling asleep, but i was awake enough to know what it was about - people with physical disabilites doing normal and extraordinary things. did you know that China has a blind football team?! isn't that just amazing? i have two eyes to see, and i'm afraid of the ball hitting me, but what about those players?! they can't even see the ball but they still have the courage to play. SO INSPIRATIONAL LAAA! :')

andandand Bishop's "Getting to Know Yourself" session was fun too, and was the talk of the retreat till the end. :p he did the whole DISC thing which i did during the first Leadership Training i joined for school before, and i'm still an S person - slow and steady baybeh! ;) hahaha.

another activity which i enjoyed aswell was the Live Stations of the Cross in the grotto / garden. it was just so beautiful. :) we were all given specific roles to play during each Station, and Mel Christine and i were the Women of Jerusalem. ;) and there was this one part at the end.. we were singing the final song, and suddenly we felt drizzles but there was not a single grey cloud in sight! showers of blessings indeed. :) ANDANDAND. there was a rainbow in the sky during the Emeyus walk (another activity i TOTALLY enjoyed. :D) and this morning, during morning aerobics. (Y) what sucked though, is that i had a freaking stye in my eye the whole duration of the retreat, and it just kept getting bigger and bigger by the days. and right now, it's puking pus. :(

we ate alot pulang. like ALOT. well i dunno bout the rest, but i sure did! there was food like.. all the time! it was like.. breakfast, BREAK, lunch, BREAK, dinner, midnight snack, and the same thing the next day. and before we went to bandar, we went to Jolibee during the town tour and had cheesy fries. hahahah. so yeaa, quite the fattening retreat aswell. HAHA. (Y)

but yeaaa, i misssss the retreat so much already! especially the people! they're just so uber fun and they made the camp even more enjoyable than i anticipated it would be. the moments before lights off were especially memorable aswell. ;D BONDING KALIAAAAAH~ hahahaha. them Seria boys are just toooooooo funny aswell! with their shuffling and constant Edward-bullying. just h i l a r i o u s. x)

i seriously think this batch of Confirmandiis is FREAKING AWESOMEEEEEEE. we all participated in all the activities and it wasn't that hard to make new friends. i soooo can't wait to see them all again in June for FOP and retreat #2 in COLA! :D

***

tomorrow, i shall be at yet ANOTHER sleepover. HAHA. atleast this time, it's only for one night and it's gonna be a definitely COMFORTABLE sleep cause it's at Siew's! WOOOOOOO. i miss that tramp. :) and not to mention the awesome food she always has for us. weeheehee, i'm looking forward to it. :D

***

i think it's high time i start unpacking. :P

and guess what!

i forgot my towel in seria. HAHAHAHA! dumbass move Ser, DUMBASS move. :p

-27.

FAMINE.

2009-03-22T10:29:00.001+08:00

HARLOOOOOOO PIPOLLLL. i missed the internet. :)

but what i miss even more is FAMINEEE cause it's sooo OVERR already. :( i honestly had ALOTTT of funnn laaa! i even met and got close to new people and played base infront of 205 + TEENAGERS! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. haahahahahahaa.

the groups this year were based on the tribes of the bible, and i was put into group Corinthians along with NO ONE ELSE i was close with. luckily, the Serians were super friendly and i got close to them just like that! my groupmates were Elroy (PING KUOOOO!) aka fey piku, Sueanne (my "pillow" during most of the sessions), Celine, Sera, Stephanie, Marianne, Hedwig, Basil, Chang, Chris and Cyril. most of them weren't that CRAAAZY as Elroy, Sue, Celine and i was, but we were still cooooooo. :p they called me Fey tzu which means.. fat pig. HAAHAHAH. and i made friends with this dude called Karel, and he is so funny! apprently, he's my bestfriend. HAHAH. and it was also fun to re-hang out (haha apaaan) with them other youths that hardly see, like MINAAAA aka STICKS. - I NAMED HER THAT! hahaahahaa. majal.

i played base for the first praise and worship session, and it was AWESOMEEEE! hahaha. everyone was just so craaazy, shouting and screaming and just praising the Lord. bery goood. (Y) because my memory is pretty much shitee, i don't remember what happened after that until lights off. being that we hadn't started fasting yet, we all slept in the parish hall. girls up in Room 1, half of the parish hall and on stage while the guys got the other half of the parish hall. i remember laughing SO MUCHHHH before going to bed. this Mel laaa! making so many inappropriate jokes and Viel and Mina were laughing along too. and Chaddy aswell. :p LOVE4! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i ended up not sleeping cause the one next to me was sleeping PRETTY LOUD. if you know what i mean. haha.

so next daaaay.. almost EVERYONE got up at 4 +, when wake up call was at 5.45! so surprising maaan. i guess hardly anyone slept that night aswell. haha. the line for the shower was so damn long, that most of us took our showers after the morning praise aerobics. again, my memory is failing me so i forgot what happened after that. i think it was the first session, which was about being Hungry (so kesian. :(). but if not then antah ah. hahahhhahah. and oh, my teammates coloured my hair with gold marker pen and made me look like an old lady. the bad part? it's permanent. WHOOPSY. hahhahaha. i let them anyway, so it was aight. :p

you know what sucked? having ONLY peanutbutter/jam/kaya sandwich and hard boiled egg for lunch before fasting for 30 hours, THAT'S WHAT SUCKED. it was nyummy pulang, cause pb & js are always nyummy, but just that before fasting for 30 hours? WHAAAAAT. no wonder we were all so hungry already by the 6th hour. -.- anyhooots, we started our fast at 1, and had another praise and worship session after. thennn we had another session in the afternoon about infanticide (SO SAD!), then had a graveyard-cleaning activity after that. you know that cemetary right next to church? yea we cleaned that. and the parish hall chairs aswell. well not my group pulang, our duty was to pass out water to the graveyard cleaners, but i kinda just goofed off. heehee.

lepas tu, we were all pretty tired so had a break. and they informed us that that break was the very last time for us to shower till after the famine was over, and we were all panicking. HAHA. this time, the line was sooooo long and time was soooo limited, that the rest of us girls had to head over to the boys' toilets to shower, and i remember showering with Brandon and Nigel in the next cubicles. HAHA.

headed over for stations & mass at 6, then watched a movie in the parish hall. i found it really interesting cause it was about Hitler and the jews, and i've always been interested in Holocaust.. i don't know if it's a true story, but it centres around Hilter's son, Bruno, was discovers a concentration camp behind his house and makes a new friend. he didn't know what kinda camp it was, so he called it a farm. 0.0 so to make story short, his mom wants to leave but he wants to stick with his friend, Shmuel, so he sneaks into the camp with the boy, and the two get killed in the gas chamber. so sad la. :/

when the movie finished, we had the taize night in which i had to force myself to NOT fall asleep, then got ready for bed. OMGOMGOMGOMG, the night was so awesome because WE SLEPT UNDER THE STARS! LITERALLY! HEEEEEEEEEEE. we all slept in the parking lot you see, with cardboards and our sleeping bags, and the stars were so pretty. we even saw two shooting stars! EEEK! lawa, lawa. and the best part was that the clouds were making Cross patterns balikbalik and it was like a sign that God was watching over us. :) i had a good sleep that night aswell, cause it was so peaceful and i was dead tired. haha.

the next morning, we got up AT wake-up call and because we werent allowed to shower, we brushed our teeth/washed our faces at the tap arah school. :p the line was lonnngggg okay! haha. then the bahasa people led the praise and worship, and we had to put our hand-prints on the banner after that. Bible study session was next, and i this time i actually DID fall asleep. SO TIRED LAAA! haha. then after thaaaaat.. we had to make a skit out of our story from the bible and because our story was short, we were done in no time. :p prayer walk was after that, and Bishop's talk was after-after that. we had a "live" rosary session in church after that, then presented our skits. not long after that, we had break in which we danced to the bahasa beat (get it? :p), got our shirts and went off for mass. group photos were taken right after, then we BROKE FAST! yehayy. :) there was so much food man. pizza, burger, rice, sandwhich.. alottt. :D sadly, the Serians had to go awal so i didn't get to say bye to my "new" friends. :( but ohwell! there's always tomorrow. ;)

after makanmakan, i went over to Wanita's where the whole family was, celebrating nane's birthday. i missed dinner, but was in time for the cake and some baby lovin'. ;) HAHHAAHA. pedofileeee. :p when i got home, mommy FED ME mee for long life, then i tarus went to sleep.

all in all.. I MISS FAMINEEEE. RAWRRRR. next year, Seria yaaaaw! wooooooots. x)

***

so yea, i got up at 8 this morning, and i haven't showered YET. hahahahahaha! call me dirty or whatever you want, but i'm just so tired okaaay! i'm totally gonna go bathe after this okaaay. :p

i'm so excited for tamaraaaooo! HEEHEEHEE. jumpa lagi kawann! YEHAYY. :D so yea, don't expect any posts till around.. Thursday? yeaaaa. ;D

***

apologies if i bored you with all the writings, but i need my memories. x) i can't wait for all the MANYMANYMANY picturessssss! HEEHEEHEE. but for now.. i shall go bathe. or sleep.. i woke up pretty early okay. haha.

-27.

Heaven only knows.

2009-03-19T13:58:00.002+08:00

bad morning. very very bad morning. *inserts a gajillion swear words + a few rude and painful hand gestures here*

well like i expected, i didn't get top 10 or 20 even (-this doesn't have anything to do with what i just mentioned on top), but i'm happy that i managed to overtake some over 15s during the climb. yay me.

***

thank the Lord for Famine later. it's definitely gonna help take my mind of things.

- an hour more till i have to leave for church!

blog ya'll when i get back!

-27.

pikchuras.

2009-03-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

after the bell.

when you're bored at tamu..

yours truly, carrying the CUTESTTTT baby on earth. :D

the tall one with baby Mika. :)

***

okay, NOW i go pack. x)

curly curls.

2009-03-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

last official school day for the term today! WEEEEEEEEEEEE.

i had lotsa funnnn innit tew. ;)

first off, MIB was by far the EASIEST paper out of all that we went through these assesments. SERIOUSLY. not to brag, but i finished under 15 minutes! HAHAHA. it was just underline, fill in the blanks, true or false.. all that easy crap, and i'm confident that i did goooood. WOO. ;D

we got back our chem and D Maths paper today, and i guess i did okay in Chem. kinda disappointed with D Maths, but i guess i deserved it with the amount of preparing i did. so yea, my baaaaaaad. haha. i really wanna know my English results thoughh.. and bio. and A Maths. and SEMUA LA. except Computer though, cause i KNOW i did horrible for that, and i don't like seeing horrible marks. haha.

the last two periods were fun, cause Miss Annie was pissed at her Form 3 students for fighting in class, so she left us to do whatever we wanted.

oh, the fight was a pretty serious one, but for a totally NOT serious reason! it was this big guy and another guy, and the big guy freaking slammed the other guy's head on the window repeatedly! THE HELL MAN! and apprently, the other guy bled pretty badly. :S and the reason behind this vicious fight? DOFREAKINGTA. gilaaaaaaaaa! just for a game man! imagine if the other guy files a report against the big guy.. die laaa that dude. hahhahahha. but paloi man, just for the freaking computer game. -.-

anyhooooots. we went out of class to watch the futsal matches and found that most of the other classes were out and about as well. haha. well i watched for a bit, then headed back into my class, along with Khai, Dan, Chi, Mel, Iza and Fie to chill before the bell rang. :)

we had debate today, which was surprisingly pretty fun. i'm started to get really interested in it, and i can't wait to start officially training. ;D after debate, i decided to stayback to watch the rest of the futsal matches, and i had a wicked time just messing around with the lelakis and actually ended up NOT watching the matches. hahahah.

so yea, all in all, i definitely had a GOOOOOOOOOOD day taday. ;D

***

oh God, Cross Country is tomorrow and i'm not looking forward to it. :S i'm kinda hoping to SOMEHOW make it in the top 10, but seeing as my stamina is not at all up to par with the rest of them usual top 10 qualifiers, i doubt that'll happen. plus i havent been up that hill in a while.. but hey! there's nothing wrong with dreaming right? :)

then then then after after that.. FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMINEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. WEEE OOH WEE OOH WEE! you guys should already know how SERIOUSLY excited i am about it by now, so i won't speak further about it.. heehee.

***

i remember during American Idol Season last year, i used to blog about it almost eeeeeeveryweek, something i haven't been doing at all this year, so here goes! :

Anoope Dasai - he did really bad last week, but definitely made up for it this week causing me to rate his performance the best so far. he's definitely THE dawggg~ :p

Allison Iraheta - totally the BEST female of the group. and to think, she's only 16! our age yo! i wasn't that into her performance tonight, but she's still REALLY good.

Adam Lambert - seriously GAY when he performs, but seriously AWESOME aswell. i hated the way he arranged the song this week though, so satanic!

Alexis Grey - i like her aswell, and quite contrary to the judges, i thought she did pretty good this week and last week.

Danny Gokey - eeeeeeeveryone's REALLY into him, and i have to admit.. i like him too, but not as much as everyone else around me seems to. haha. but yea, he's the bomb.

Lil Rounds - i really wanna know whether that's her real name or not, cause it would be so awesome if it really was. hahahaha. oh yea, she can sing but she dint do too hot this week.

Matt Giraud - he looks like Michael Bubble.. and he's not on my list of favourites.

Michael Sarver - neither is this dude.

Megan Joy - i think her hand gestures when she sings are so weird, but her voice is pretty unique. i liked her performance.

Scott Macintyre - i honestly think he's only in the top 13 out of pity because his voice just isn't that good.

Kris Allen - Anoope, Danny and Adam may have the shared spot for best singer on my list, but Kris has taken over my heart. HAHAAHAHA. overrrr~ but seriously, I LOVE HIM. LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE him. so what if he's married? he's just sooooo cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute! EEEEEEEK. his voice lagi lawaa ahhh. his performance last week was awesome and his performance this week made me melt. he's just so.. aaaaaAAAaaaAaaAhHHhHHhHhhHHhHHhhhhhh! (L)(L)(L). haha.

i'm pretty disappointed that Jorge left though. he was good. :( i didn't care that much about Jasmine cause well.. she's black.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA KIDDDDDDDINGGGGGGGGGG! seriously, just kidding okay. :p she was gooooood but.. antah, i guess she wasn''t good enough.

OHWELL. we'll just see how it goes tomorrroww. no wait, YOU'LL just see how it goes cause i wont be able to watch. :( but i don't really mind cause yea. FAMINEEEEEEEE. HEEHEE. i know i said just now was the last but.. i guess i lied. hahaha. I CAN'T WAIT FOR FAMINEE, I CAN'T WAIT FOR FAMINEE~ *to the tune of the tune for the conga line. :p*

***

I'M GONNA GO PACK NOW. :)

-27.

i kuti you!

2009-03-17T15:31:00.000+08:00

pictures from the game last Thursday at UBD. :)

the poser with Shin (sp?).

tsk tsk, naughtynaughty Brandy. :p

woooooooo~

with Miss Jolene! :D

my flabs make me strong. >:D

those aren't my fingers, and they got bitten till they BLED after that - seriously. sorry Brandy! heeheehee.

with a candid Faiz. ;p

waiting for the ride.

stairs!

.. stairs again! hahaha.

yeayerr, me loving it. :p

***

i'm soooooooooooooo angreyy. *perverted stalker + baby voice. :p* THE TV RUSAK! :'(:'(:'( RAWRRRR. we have no idea what happened.. we got home, and suddenly there were lines on the teevee and they dont wanna go away. :( so now, it's just REALLY quiet here, giving me even more chance to thinkthinkthink and go crazycrazycrazy. SIGH.

***

today's tests.. SUCKED! well physics mostly.. but the structured questions in Bio sucked as well. also the MCQs! ahh they both sucked laaa. chibai. i'm just glad that it's over, and we can get started with the holidays! WOOOOOO. after MIB that is. -.-

we had the pleasure of having the Head Boy, aka si Bestpreng, aka KHAIRI in the class after finishing bio, and the class was so mental. bising berabis maaan, but cali laaah. ahahaha.

*Khairi attempts to take out the candy wrapper that was covering the ant hole*

Me : NOOOOOOOOO! *bites Khairi's arm*

Boys : EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

Mushaf and Farman (in unison): SLUT!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. idiots, really. :p and then..

Rayhan : cover your arms!

Me : that's not the only thing i can bite yaknow..

Rayhan : .. cover your penises!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

***

holy cow! 2 more days to Famine! EEEEEEEEEEEEK. so faaaaast laaa. then it's gonna be over before we know and we're gonna miss it and.. AGHHH.

this no-teevee is driving me insane. i think imma go bathe to take my mind off of things..

scratch that. imma go EAT to take my mind off of things. Famine's coming soon anyway. might as well take advantage of the food availabe before i have to STARVE for 30 hours. haha.

-27.

-Will starve for food.

2009-03-16T16:16:00.000+08:00

so i've only got 30 minutes to write this post before the brother comes home and rats me out to my dad, so expect alot of typos. and when i say alot, i mean ALOT. haha.

***

Assesments have been going.. well.. BAD. it started with English last Saturday, and the summary had so many points, but just a small word limit. then it was D Maths, which pissed the shit outta me cause i found out that i made alotttttttttt of mistakes after passing up the paper. -.-

and today, it was A Maths first. i think i lost about.. 15+ marks cause i had NOOOOO idea how to answer the 4/5 marked questions! and what made me feel even worse was knowing that each and every single one of the questions are in our classwork/homework book. GAAAAAH. and computer? i finished the paper in half an hour because i didn't even bother to try. HAHA. she included alot of Form 3 topics which we did not touch and the ones which we THOUGHT were gonna come out.. didnt. eff.

tomorrow's Physics and Bio and i'm expecting the worst. it's two pure science tests in one day maaaan! do you know how much crap we gotta somehow get into our heads? chiiiickennnnnnn!

***

omgomgomgomgomg, I CAN'T WAIT FOR FAMINEEEEEEEE! :D:D:D i'm just so excited for it laaaa! 150 + people maaaaan! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS! and i'll be like.. having my base debut tooo! HAHAHAHAHAHA. i just pray to God it all goes well and that i won't screw up. or get hungry. hahaha. but yea, I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT! :D you Christians better go! it's gonna be alot of fun, TRUST ME. you will not regret that $25 registration fee at all! ;)

then on the 23rd to .. 26th i think, the confies are gonn have our retreat in Seriaaa! vicariate retreat kaliah, and you know what that means.. BONDING BONDING! yeayerrr. ;D

then lapas atu.. i have no idea. so many things planned up, but SO LITTLE TIME! there's the red house shopping.. the sleepovers.. the hangouts.. and and and i still have to come up with the final steps for cheerleading! faaaaaaaak.

but ohwell. I'M STILL SO PSYCHED FOR THE HOLIDAYS! :o)

and i also can't wait to start practising for Bianca's debu. heeheehee.

***

i totally love my blog song. don't you? :D it's all the way down there by the way, incase you guys have been wracking your brains out, trynna find where the music is coming from. haha. Los Lonely Boys are the shiz!

***

back to the books!

PS; i'm still not over you.

2009-03-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

I can still remember like yesterday

We were so inlove with a special way

And knowing that your love

Would make me feel oh so right

But now, i feel lost, don't know what to do

Each and everyday i think of you

Holding back the tears, i'm trying with all my might

Because you've gone and left me standing all alone

And i know i've got to face tomorrow on my own

But baby

Before i let you go

I want to say i love you

I know that you're listening cause it's true, baby

You'll be forever in my heart

And i know that no one else will do

But before i let you go, i want to say

I love you

I wish that it could be just like before

I know i could have given you so much more

Even though you know i'd given you all my love

I miss your smile, i miss your kiss

Each and everyday i reminisce

Cause baby it's you that i'm always dreaming of

Because you've gone and left me standing all alone

And i know i've got to face tomorrow on my own

But baby

Before i let you go

I want to say i love you

I know that you're listening cause it's true

You'll be forever in my heart

And i know that no one else will do

But before i let you go, i want to say

Cause letting love go is never easy

But i love you so, that's why i set you free

And i know

Someday,

Somehow,

I'll find a way to leave it all behind me

Guess it wasn't meant to be but baby

Before i let you go

I want to say i love you

I know that you're listening cause it's true

You'll be forever in my heart

And i know that no one else will do

So before i let you go, i want to say

I love you

***

why does it have to be this hard? :/

mothertrucker.

2009-03-12T17:40:00.000+08:00

so here are a few pictures taken over the last month and half which i have forgotten to post. WHOOPSIE. :o)

yes, you've seen this on facebook but i think it's really cool. x) this was during one of the Red House trainings.

with Chi. :D

HAHAHAHAHA.

what a retarded heart we made. :p his hand was too big waaaa.

Zainal #1.

Zainal #2.

during one of the ECA Fridays. Bryan with the Mask.

Joel with the mask.

the mask with me.. HAHAHA.

and Iza with the mask.

no masks, whatsoever. :p

during Vannesa's party! here Kath, the picture you wanned. :D

with Bianca. :)

with our supahottt masks on. ;)

rugget yo kami ahhhh. x)

during one of the stayback days. guess who! :p

last Priday during dramaaaa. :)

last Saturday, during band. check out the shmexy basist in red! ;D HAHAHAHA.

LOVETTTT.

at Manny's place, that same nightt.

and one last one of.. ME. with my HOTHOTHOTTTT new hair. WOOOOOTS. HAHA.

***

so today's tests were.. a yay and a nay. yay for chem, definitely NAYYYY for BM. i think i winged almost the WHOLE paper and i'll be lucky to even pass that shit. hahahahaha. it was really bad. :( especially the whole give the meaning of the big malay words.. AGH. it's good enough i trouble doing that in English, what more Malay! but thank God chem was much more.. doable. yeaaaa. hahahha. except for the MCQs though, they were so confusing. -.-

After we finished BM, Binoy allowed us snacks in class, and so we messed around while he kept getting pissed at how loud we were being. hahahaha.

***

i'm watching the Pursuit of Happiness right now, and it's making me so stressed! HAHA. i just hate it how things never go his way and he always finds himself in deep shiteee. kesiiiiaaaaan. :/ his son is so adorable though, i just wanna bite him. >:)

***

our A Maths test is on Monday, and i'm so scared for it laaaaa! i can never do a question on my own in class, and i doubt i'll be able to on paper without teacher. siiiighhhh. the minute i finish writing this, i'm gonna revise my ass off and hope to God what i learn will stick in my head.

***

duuuuudeeee i cannot stay home in the afternoon's maaan. i've just been eating and eating and eating and oh yea, EATING! cause there's just so much freaking junk food at home, and cause i have nothing better to do. but a good note, a friend said i looked like a lost weight. HEEHEE. but i know tomorrow, someone's is definitely gonna call me fat cause that's how it always is. like.. the day before yesterday. Joel piggyback-ed me and said i felt lighter. but the next day, Binoy saw me eating and said "Sarah, don't eat too much" and Farman and Mushaf agreed. and yea, today with the whole losing weight thing. so yea, i'm like.. APAAAAAAAN. buduh. :p

***

off to A Maths. -.-

***

wait scratch that, off to get ready to go to the game! screw A Maths yo! hahahaha. x)

-27.

yummy yummy yummy, i got love in my tummy.

2009-03-11T13:59:00.000+08:00

so as you can tell by the pictures on facebook (if you've seen them that is..), i had a total bff weekend with.. the bff. duh. haha. well technically, it wasn't the whole weekend.. more like Sunday and Monday but yeaaa. same diff right. :p

lets start with Sunday. :D

i spent the whole afternoon at church, meditating (ehsehmen! hahahaha), listening to the talk, eating ice cream from tamu and chicka-ing with the bff and Bernie (hahahahahaha!) about boys before mass. veryveryVERY interesting chicka it was. you guys should have been there! HAHAHA APAAAAAN.

after mass, we made our way to Gedong and had dinner at Cheezbox. yes, it was my very first time and i was being very sakai. especially with the "press for service" thinger on the menu. hahaha. x) after dinner, we just went round and round looking for nice stuff to get cause i had money, and lots of it. ;D hahaha. by the end of the night, i left Gadong with 3 pairs of earrings, a shirt from Ego and reaaaallyyyy awesome long lazy pants from a shop on the third floor. but that was not before going to Coffee Bean for a Chai Latte and Pure Vanilla. :)

we met so many people in Gadong that night maaaan. like ALOTTT. we made about.. more than 13 stops? gehaylaaaa. there were the Bengku boys, Fie and her boys, Izzi, Fatin, MR BERNARD (hahahahaa) and yeaaa. banyaklaaa. kinda cool though. ;D

***

on Mondaaaay.. i went over to the bff's place for a Horror Movie Marathon. we started out with One Missed Call and dude. IT FREAKED THE SHIT OUTTA MEEE! now i almost always leave my phone on silent mode and i can't even sleep properly at night. damn that ringtone and that freaking Mimiko. -.-

after the movie, Mel was feeling all chef-like and made me omelette with cheese. and mayn, it was goooooood. :D then she attempted to make pancakes but.. it turned out more like roti chanai. HAHAHAHA. thennn, she made another omelette with cheese, but we made the mistake of sprinkling chocolate rice on top and as a result.. totally puke-i-fying. BLAAAGHH. if you know what's good for you, YOU WONT TRY IT. +o(

Mel : Heyyy, there's cooking chocolate!

Me : Let's make cooking chocolate! ... with eggs!

*Ice and Mel stare at me*

Ice : you have a weird friend, Mel.

Mel went to bathe, then we continued with One Missed Call Two. the ending was freaking bullshit laaaaa. it didn't even explain anything! so now we have no idea whether it was Mimiko or Li Li that did all the killing. but one thing's for sure, that Li Li girl was as scary as ever, and i can't sleep without imagining her at the window when i go to sleep. -.-

we put on Shutter after that, but we didn't pay much attention and vained instead. teeheeee. thenn.. we chilled in the room and i went home. :D

***

school today wasn't that great laaaa. i love how everyone loves my hair though. ;) HAHAHAHAHA. some parts of class were funny though, like..

*Sal and Hadi attempt to seduce Muntaqim in a way*

Sal : you're so hot Taqim!

Muntaqim : I'M.. NOT.. HOT!!

HAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAH. i know it doesn't seem here, but you had to be there to get how funny it was. the way Muntaqim said it wah. cali berabis. :p and..

*Miss Annie announces the end of the lesson*

Rayhan : Bah bah bah kelaie! *punches Hadi in the gut*

Me : HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.

that was so freaking random. :p

***

i have so many "appointments" for the holidays. TOO many actually. and to think, it's only 10 days! there's famine, red house stuff, Leadership Training (supposedly), Confirmation Retreat (again, supposedly) and jalanings. how am i supposed to fit all that in 10 days! shiiiiteeeee. but it's a good thing laaa, in the sense that i wont be bored at home and will actually be having something to do. so yea, YAY HOLIDAYS. :D

but before thaaaat, we still have to go through the assesments which start TOMORROW so yeaaa.. i best be off to study.

-27.

600th!

2009-03-10T10:16:00.003+08:00

Happy 600th post to me! :D

i shall post about my weekend laterr cause it's free period now (yes, AGAIN) and.. i'm lazy to blog at the mo. heeheee. :o)

oh, One Missed Call is the shit. it kept me up last night. :(

ANNDDDDDD. my sister got me two Little Miss shirts from Kay El yesterday! WOOWOOOWOOOWOOOOOOOOTSSSSS.:D

-27.

Riders on the storm.

2009-03-07T07:28:00.004+08:00

once again, another free period is upon us and the class is in an uproar. mostly because Iza just showed us pictures of people eating faeces (cue for EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW), but i'm sure it would have still been that way otherwise.

***

instead of doing our assignments, most of us are just messing around with Facebook, mummymaze, emails and etc. not Angela though, she's pouring her heart and soul into the assignment and it's making the rest of us look bad. DAMN YOU HARDWORKING PERSON. ~~but you know i still love you. :)~~

***

i'm surprisingly pretty happy this morning (whoa the last three words before this morning all had 'Y' in the end. haahaahaa) and not to mention, pretty hyped up too. it's the coldness of the lab, i tell you! it's makes me mental like this. ;D

***

Mel wants me to blog about her, but i don't want to. she's next door you see, along with them other ICDL pipol of 4A but they have Mr Steven with them, and we.. don't. HA-HA. but it's not like they're listening to him anyway, like Mel who's on facebook when she's supposed to be revising. TSK TSK, BAD STUDENT! BAD BAD BAD STUDENT! :p - there i blogged about you. :o)

***

the boys are now watching Lee Chong Wei on youtube and it's making the whole server lag. stupid selfish boys. -.-

OOOOOOHHHHHH, MR STEVEN JUST BURNED FARMAN. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. that was funny.

***

owhhh nooooo. time's running out and we haven't finished our assignment which we're supposed to hand in by.. today. not good, not good at all. heeeeeee.

***

it's almost time and we have Binoy up next. oh joy.

tell me something good.

2009-03-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

Nane and Grands are finally back after being in Lumut for a week plus. i missed them. :)

***

after extra class today, i realised that A Maths isn't as fun anymore when you keep forgetting the previous lessons and thus, have no clue how to solve any of the questions set. i hate itttttt. :( as of now, i have absolutely nooo idea how i'm gonna make it through my A Maths assesment papers, and every other paper for that. ROARRRRRR.

because there was no choir today, i had alotttt of time to kill before drama, so i stayed in the compound and watched them people do their badminton thing. and for the first time, i didn't go to tamu on a Friday morning! :D hahaha.

i had sucha blast watching the badminton-ers, cause it was soooo cali! especially my 4B boys. HAHAHAHAH. with that Farman pretending to be Lee Chong Wei, and the whole 3 against 5 insanely CRAZY game. HAHAHAHAHA! and it was especially fun to watch Mr Binoy and Mr Song battle it out against Rod and .. that other guy. (not 4B so i wouldn't know. :p) but the best match-but-not-really-a-match had to be the one where Steven doubled with Mr Jason. Steven was really bad! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAA. omg, just picturing that game in my head makes me crack up like crazy. :p the morning was just so funnn. :)

***

at around 11, Steven, Joey and i went with Miss Jolene to Express just for accompaniment. Ven and i didnt eat though cause we were kinda kapih at the timee. heehee. i say at the time, because i'm actually not kapih. i'm anything BUT kapih, since the sister just got her bonus and the brother just got his Documentary pay. and this time, i've promised myself that i'm only to use the money for MATERIAL things and NOTT food or the cinemas. and that reminds me, i should buy a few movies too. :) EEEEEK, I (L) MONEY! hahhaahhahaa.

when we got back to school, i played a bit of badminton with Sheila / Iza and went off for choir. we got our shirts, which are looking pretty dope. :D practice itself, was so MENTALLLL. like seriously! everyone was soooo hyperr and it was just hilarious. we think it's the shirt that made us that way, since the hype started after we all put on our shirts. hahaha.

once we were finished, i headed up for a bit of band and i played base again! WEEEE. ith juth tho funnnnn. :p then selepas band, we all went to tamu where i waited for my ride while the boys skated.

***

i think it was such a stupid idea to tint all the windows of all the classes in school. they did it so well that you can barely see into the class anymore! i know pulang, it's because of the sun and shit, but that's only on the outside! imagine all the things that could go on inside, behind the tinted windows! students could be making out or worse, DOING IT inside the classroom, and the teachers wouldn't even know! palui mann. but this morning was funny though. Binoy thought that no one came for extra classes, when we were all actually in the 4A class. hahahaha! we actually wasted 5 minutes waiting for him to realize we were there. HAHA.

and the boys were playing hell with it too! i was walking pass the P6A class, and i heard someone calling my name, padahal there was no one around. skaliee, i found out that it was Steven, Matin, Izzi and Rod that were calling my name behind the tinted windows. hahaha. and it was so funny when they started picking on Jenkin's son and he got really pissed! HAHAHAHAHAHA. the school soo asked for it. :p

***

I CAN'T BELIEVE THE JUDGES FREAKING PICKED TATIANA FOR THE WILDCARD SHOW! BUDUH MAAAAN! she's just gonna be all emotional and O.A. all over the place and.. UGHH. i hate her. -.- i'm happy that Anoope's back in though, and i prayyyy that the judges will put him in the top 12 CAUSE I LOVE HIM. :D haha that Megan chick is doing that funny thing with her hands and what the judges call quirky, i call plain WEIRD. hahaha. i can't wait for Anoope's performanceeee! :)

***

Joel and Iza noticed my hair today and liked it. Gel didn't notice, but she liked it too. screw you, if you think i'm being perasan. amongst all the parts of my body, i put top prioprity in my hair and i love it when my hair is pretty cause pretty hair = pretty.. overall. HAHAHAHAH.

***

GRR. the aircon is rusak and the heat is making me kusut. the suckyness of the internet isn't helping things one bit. -.-

i shall go bathe now to see how my hair is gonna look like with the waves. :)

-27.

hair today, gone tomorrow.

2009-03-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

IM SO HAP-HAP-HAP-HAP-HAPPPYYYYY!!!

why?

BECAUSE I GOT A NEW HAIRCUT AND I'M TOTALLY LOVENG IT! WOOOOOOOOHOOO. goodbye one length tangle of horridness and hello layered mass of gorgeousness! HAHA.

- i'm so ecstatic about the outcome that i don't even know what the hell i'm going on about, so i think it would be best if i didn't go on and end this here. and suuuuri, no picturesss. if you wanna see it, then ya gatta see me. ;D HAHAH APAAAAAN.

BAHBYE! :o)

-27.

morning, sunshine!

2009-03-05T07:37:00.006+08:00

i love computer classes here in SGS, cause for one thing, she doesn't mind us using the computer the minute we enter the computer lab, the minute we finish our assignments and well.. every other minute where she's not teaching us. awesome, eh?

so right now, Iza's finishing off some work she didn't do so no internet time for herrr (hahaha kidding Za. i dont suck. :)), Gel is.. i have no idea what she's doing, Jen's on friendster and everyone else is either finishing off their work as well or taking full advantage of the internet. and dude, we kinda need it, what with 3 periods of A Maths coming up right after this.

Miss Jolene just freaked me out by coming right next to my ear and whispering "..do you have tipex?" hahahahahahaah. awesome teacher, really. :)

aaaaah, Gel is playing some dragon game which i used to play on the play station when i was younger.. ohhhh the good times..

times up!

peanut butter jelly!

2009-03-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

today was a good day, a good day indeed.. haha apaaaan.

classes were boring pulang.. except A Maths, cause i understood errythang and was able to do all the questions! YAY ME. heeheehee.

we had cheerleading today and it was once again, very the productive. i thought the girlies the first part of the peanut butter jelly steps and it was dope! all we need to work on is the timing though, but awesome nonetheless. and i found that Hafiz and Roy are awesome stunt dudes and i have many many ideas for em.. *evil grin* but yeaa, my cheerleaders are totarry awesome this yerrr! :D at first, i was super tired after just like 2 gos, but i got extremely hyper during the last hour and right until i got home, which was when the emo got to me and hence, previous post. x) but i'm good now and i KNOW he's good all the time so yea. SA'LL GOOOOOOD.

hung out with Mel, Fie, Dan, Izzi, Zahid, Zahir, Gel and etc after practice and it was so panat. oh, the things we talked about! mentaaaaaaaaal! hahahahaha.

training tomorrrow, and i don't know why but i'm looking forward to it. :)

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i've been talking to Nazurah alot on the phone lately, and it's always fun. x) this one particular person (i'm sure you SGSers know who i'm talking about. :p) is always the subject of our conversations though, and yes Zi, she tells me lotssaaaa thingss, so you better tell me lotsaaaa things in turn toooo. ;) i love knowing things. :D hahaha apakan. :p just now was funny, cause we had a three-way convo with Lafus on the phone, and it was so hard to get word across. haha. halfway, Lafus sorta just.. either stopped talking or put down the phone, and i had to go eat so yeaa. end of covo. :p

other than Nazurah, the person who alwaaaays keeps my phone busy at night is none-other than Manny. unlike with Naz, we talk about the most random things and it's so stupid. hahahahaa. he'll suddenly start singing, then i'll stop listening and we start saying how hot we are. HAHAHAHAHAH. craaaazy i tell you! but siuk la, siuk. phonecalls are always waaaay better than messages. :o)

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i'm watching the Greatest American Dog right now, and it's such an awesome show! and dude, the dogs are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cute laaaaaah! my favourite pair is Bill and Star though. :) the old man is suchaaa sweetie laa, and the dog lagitia cutee. i hate JD though, he's so cocky and i'm happy he's "in the dog house" with the judges for his retarded painting. (gedit? :p) Laura's dog Preston is too cute, TOO CUTE! like seriously super duper cute. and ooooooh, Laura and Beth Joy are gonna get into a tiff! Laura's pretty but she had no right to bring Beth Joy's dog trianing skills into it. tsk tsk.

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ANYWAY. i'm sleepy and i still have homework to do. and did i mention how badly i stink? HEEHEE.

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OOOOOOOH. SISTER'S OFF TO KAY ELL FOR THE WEEKEND AND SHE BE GE'IN ME SHURTTTSSS. WOOWOOWOOWOOWOOOOOOOTS. :D:D:D:D:D

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our love's black and blue.

2009-03-04T19:14:00.000+08:00

after 3 months of secret tears and wandering thoughts, i've finally decided.. to let go.

i can tell that he's as happy as a clam over there, and i have the right to be happy too, don't i? and the only way i'll really and truly be happy again is if i distant myself from all the memories, the thoughts and the love. don't get me wrong, the love is definitely still there.. and that's the problem. i don't know if it'll ever go away, but i know that holding on to it will bring me nothing but hardship and misery cause i also know that this is a one-way thing. he doesn't seem to feel the way i do, and if he actually did, he suuuure put alot of effort into showing it. (sarcasm intended)

who knows? maybe in a few months time, he'll come back and the flames will just reignite themselves.. but as of now, i have to blow them off; not just for my sake but for his aswell. he may not feel the same way, but i know he still cares. he's happy, and seeing me down in the dumps like this would just dampen the mood, and i don't want that.

i'm just a fration of the happy that i was before he left, and it's all on me to make that fraction a whole. the healing process is definitely gonna take a while, but i know the time will come when i can give you the biggest grin and proudly proclaim that i'm genuinely happy.. but in order to achieve that goal of mine, i have to take it step by step, and the first step i have to take is to start listening to my head and not my heart.

right now, this is what my head's telling me to do; to let go. to move on and make myself happy again. and the sooner i start, the better.

ooopsie, i made a poopsie.

2009-03-03T18:39:00.002+08:00

OMGGG. my last post was just so HORRRIBLEEEEE. in terms of the grammar and all that is. trust me, it was all typos okaaaay! i'm not that bad in English. :S hahahahaha. corrections!

first sentence : 2nd DAY, NOT days. -.-
second paragraph : not going to THE mall.
7th paragraph : along WITH.
7th paragraph, second line : messageS.
7th paragraph, last line : tortuRe.
8th paragraph, third line : Jenica, NOT Janice. HAHAHAHAHAH. TYPO BA. it's all the same letters anyway. :p

yeaaa, tha's about it. hahahaha, macam school work saja. :p

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speaking of school, i'm okay with the seating arrangement now. like i predicted, Raheela did not move, but Rayhan did and sat next to Hadi which is still dekat me so sa'll goooood. and it's even better now, cause the Farman gang are in the row next to me and yeaa. FUN FUN FUN! :D

Hadi and Taqim have been messing with my hair alot lately. they call it the horse's tail cause i've been keeping it tied since Hadi just wouldn't stop pulling my hair out strand by strand when i leave it down. tieing it didn't help though, cause he STILL kept plucking out my hair this morning. BUDUHHH. hahahaha. if i find myself with a bald spot, i'm SOOOO shove his foot up his own ass. :)

as you can tell by the mentalness that is my tagbox, Gel and i were veeeeeerry panat during computer. we were laughing like craaazy, and that made it so hard for us to finish up our assignment. hahahahahaha.

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i've been forgetting alot of things lately, and it's freaking me out! even the littlest things i'm asked to do or get, i forget them barely 3 minutes after i'm told. why leddet waaan. :( i'm only 15! old people are supposed to be the forgetful ones (no offence) but noooooo.. i'm under that category. so now, i shall list things i NEED to get done ASAP here, because i always reread my posts anyway so that'll remind me. :D

bring the pin i borrowed from Cikgu Norainah to school tomorrow - after a whole week of forgetting.
bring $15 for the school fund - after a whole MONTH plus of forgetting.
find the book i borrowed from Roger last year - after FOUR MONTHS of forgetting.
make up steps for the remaining of the whole cheerleading routine - just a few weeks of forgetting.
close the curtains before being reminded by daddy - after forgetting EVERY SINGLE DAY!
finish up the 2nd Draft for the English composition - after one day of forgetting saja. :)

i'm sure there's more, but i can't think of them right now. or in other words.. i forgot again. tsk tsk. but eeyaa, it's dinner time anyway, so LATERR!

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Hello, March.

2009-03-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

so it's the 2nd days of the 3rd month of the year already. like the Principal said during assembly, and i too have mentioned a couple of times in the previous posts; time flies by very quickly.. before you know it, we'll be having our assesments, then famine, then sports day and Bianca's Debute! :S i hate growing up. it makes me realize things and question so much. -.-

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ANYWAY.

after AAAAAGESSS of not going to mall, i finally went there last night to watch Street Fighters with the brother and Ting. and my Gosh, there were SOOOO many different things i noticed about the mall since the last time i went there. (Jan somethinggg)

New animals to ride on outside Geordano, and NOT Utama Grand anymore.
New faces at the ticket counter in the cineplex
Yellow, Black and White longs cloths hanging from the ceiling to commemorate the National Day.
Not so many poklens.
ALOT of chicks wearing short shorts!

GILA MAN. it was like.. everywhere i turned, BAM! legs, legs and oh! MORE LEGS! there were pulang before, but not as many as i saw last night! i have a feeling Brunei's gonna turn into a Singapore, and it wont be long till you find almost ALL girl in short shorts with tank tops. :p

as for the movie? well.. it kinda sucked. Chun Li (the main character, played by that Lana chick from Smallville) was really pretty though, and the stunts were dope. the storyline however.. sucked. i'm looking forward to part 2 though, cause according to the brother, all the main characters from the game are gonna be in it, and that's sure to be awesomeee. :D

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oooh, i finished Anne Frank today. :'( if you haven't read the book, but want to read it and DON'T want spoilers, i suggest you skip the next paragraph.

i understand now why so many teenagers all over the wolrd idolize her and really look up to her. she filled her diary with so many theories of life and politics, and they're all kinda true and they totally make sense. and i love the way she wrote too; how she described everything in the Annexe, from the food to the people and finally to herself and how much she matured during her period of hiding. she had so many hopes about her future and the future of the others in the annexe but it's so sad how none of that ever came to be. :/

incase you didn't know, she dies in the end, along 6 other members of the "family" in the annexe. her father was the only one that survived, and devoted his life to sharing the messaged in his daughter's diary.. she sounded so happy in her second last entry, full of hope and optimism, and her last entry, though kinda sedih with how she reflects on her life and personality.. you never would have guessed that the worst was going to happen. after successfully hiding in the annexe for about 2 years, they get caught just when the war was about to end. how ironic eh? if only they had kept quiet a little bit longer after hearing about the victory of the invasion, they wouldn't have been discovered and then captured and send to the concentration camps. siighhh. Hitler sure was a bastard for putting those millions of Jews through those horrible deaths and he definitely deserves whatever tortue and horror he's going through down there.

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as for school, everyone is kinda hating Nimat now. :p because of his stubbornness, Miss Yin switched most of our seats and we are not happy about it one bit! Gel switched with Mushaf, Warren with Shiek Lee, Janice got bumped to Raheela's seat and much to my dismay, Raheela is now my seatmate, while Rayhan got moved up front to Jenica's seat, and Hadi and Amal switched too. gaaah, IT REALLY SUCKSSSSS LAH! atleast Hadi switches back when it isn't English, but Raheela is just too much of a goody-goody two shoes to break the rules, so she just stays put while Rayhan sits next to Ziman. -.- i already miss having Rayhan as a seatmate. with his lame remarks, dirty jokes, frequent use of the words sperm , dick and fucking in conversations not even related to sex.. and yeaaa! :( sigh. i hope that Raheela uses her head tomorrow and sits back where she used to sit so Ray can duduk with us again, but i highly doubt that'll happen. -.-

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we had cheerleading again today, and i must say: verrryy productive! we managed to finish up the whole Dont Touch Me Now routine, and i've found my main dancers! :D now i just need to confirm the other people in the list that haven't showed to any practice and force them to come or they're outttt! i need to be jahat this year waa, or else it'll just be like that last; unorganized and messed up. so eeeyaaaa. my plan is worrrkingggggg~ *evil laugh* haha apaaaan. next practice on Wednesday! :D

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A Maths homework awaits. g'night lavs. :o)

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